I Walk Alone

2009-10-23T02:20:00.000-07:00

HELLOS!
in school's com lab now. its like training and im sitting at the back, posting, shh ><
sing hui just gave me the dagger look ):
she knows what im doing, uh ohh. LOL.
anyways, xinhui is like changing the blogskin for rc blog only cos she reverted the previous one. it was like super sucky lah, the reverted skin *shudders in disgust*
*whispers* i tell you secret uh, as an nco i should know what my cadets are doing, but i honestly have NO idea. im thinking some quiz..?
*karthik asks "whats the meaning of red cross?"*
okay yah, quiz. so lame, the answer is "its a cca." PUH-LEASE.
Vishnu just walked here and asked me not to act good, cos i minimized my page.
haha, cannot make it lah, this discipline head. SEE LAH, peeping at my post, still can ask who im posting about. STUPID :D (he's staring blurly.)
YAY, tagboard added to skrcy blog (: like finally.
adam is like "micheal jackson blah blah blah" huh? i don geddit ):
twinnie and i were screaming crazily just now, standing here and there in the middle of a handball game. we should have just been cheerleaders loh. we would have been so much more productive (:
I WANT TO GO FOR RCYC. but no one is pei-ing me. so im not sure if i wanna go..
SUNDAY'S THE BIG DAYYYY~! im excited :D lalas. okay okay i like, better go. received too many dagger looks already. tag okay, loves? byes~! :D

You Know The Feeling When You Love Someone So Much And All You Need To Keep You Alive Is Just One Touch? Well, Of Course You Don't. You're The One I Need ):

2009-09-07T04:23:00.000-07:00

I was flying my kite through the breeze,
enjoying every moment.
it caressed everything in its path,
cutting the air, playing with the leaves.
The winds got stronger. Excited, i cut some slack on the string, running across the field.
Suddenly the string snapped.
The kite flew away.
I sat there crying my heart out, watching the kite fly away.
All i was left with were photos in my mind of that special day. The further it went, the harder it got to breathe. It felt as though with the kite, the very soul within me was being pulled out slowly, painfully.
I laid there, on the grass, squinting as the kite went further, then disappeared.
i closed my wet eyes, wishing that i'd stop crying, though it was my only consolation.
But it suddenly hit me, that you were my kite and the string that snapped was that special connection we had for so long. The tears were no other than my friends. the air getting stronger resembled us getting so close to the finishing line, those last few words. The kite caressing everything in its path meant that we, as one, brought a sense of warmth and happiness to those around us. Don't fly away. I need you. I really do. The further you go, the harder it is for me to stay alive. Lets Give This One More Shot, One More Chance, To Rekindle What Nobody Else Could Ever Have.

Crashcourse

2009-08-11T02:36:00.000-07:00

Values:

Sensitivity

Harmony

Compassion

Joys:

Romance

Friendships

Affection

Strengths:

Nurturer

Sincere

Creativity

Needs:

Understanding

Love

Affection

Frustrations:

Lack of Romance

Disharmony

Time Limits

At work you have a strong desire to influence others so they may lead more significant lives. You often work in the arts, communication, education, and helping professions. You are adept at motivating and interacting with others.

In love you seek harmonious relationships. You are a true romantic and believe in perfect love that lasts forever. You bring drama, warmth, and empathy to relationships. You enjoy symbols of romance such as flowers, candlelights, and music an cherish the small gestures of love.

In childhood you were extremely imaginative and found it difficult to fit into the structure of school life. You reacted with great sensitivity to discordance or rejection and sought recognition. You respond to encouragement.

Found this amazingly accurate. there's supposed to be a picture above it, but it vanished. apparently my true colour is blue.. hm. im tired, hungry, and i don wanna study for common tests tmr ): haiz. here's another. abit true. abit only (:

Blood Type B - Blood type B individuals tend to be balanced:

thoughtful like A's and yet ambitious like O's.

They are empathetic, easily understanding others' points of view, yet often hesitating to challenge or confront.

Chameleon-like and flexible, they make good friends.

"People with blood type B are the most practical of the blood groups. They are specialists in what they do. When they start a project, they spend extra time understanding and trying to follow directions than others might. When they are doing something, all of their attention is focused on it. They tend to stick to a goal and follow it through to the end, even if it seems impossible. They tend to be less than cooperative, as they like to follow their own rules and their own ideas. They are individualists. B type people pay attention to their thoughts a little more than their feelings, and therefore can sometimes seem cold and serious".

People with blood type B are often considered more relaxed, freewheeling, and unconventional than other types, although not necessarily to an unacceptable degree.

In anime, the genki, off-the-wall types are type B, along with any kind of well-intended character who's ruled by their impulses.

Best Traits: Creative, passionate, animal loving, optimistic, flexible and individualistic.

Worst Traits: Forgetful, irresponsible, and self-centered.

Famous Bs: Akira Kurosawa, Jack Nicholson, Luciano Pavarotti, Tom Selleck, Mia Farrow, Paul McCartney, Leonardo DiCaprio, Vince Young

after this part there's this anime thingy, but i took out that part. kay gtg. truly sorry for the boring post ): take as a crash course to know me better :D

byeee~ tag yah? YAH. <3

Heal My Love

2009-08-01T03:51:00.000-07:00

i remember telling friends or friends telling me, " its gonna be okay. really! dont care him lah! im here for you (: "
but looking back, that whole sentence is a lie. Its never truly gonna be okay, never. Wounds untreated leave scars, and scars are permanent. The day you can face the trauma in its face and overcome the unbearable pain is the day you are truly okay. The day you look that person in the eye and say "im so over you, bitch." with all the sincerity you have, thats the day a new phase starts. But how do you tell someone that the only way to end this torture is to push its limit to the max, till that very limit breaks and you walk out of the battle, nothing less than a hero(ine)? You cant go up to a person and say "PUSH THAT LIMIT!" and walk away. At the end of the day, i guess, it all boils down to the simple fact that if you keep crying, then its never gonna end, only you can decide when you want to end your torture. Trust me, experience speaks for itself here (:
*switches personality*

HELLO (:
okay first things first : im hungry, on the brink of starvation! food, anyone? :D
today's 1aug! WOOTS! Happy 60th Anniversary SRC! had a fun time at big splash.
even though i honestly dont see the point of teaching CPR to 6 year olds because they will never know the meaning of defibillaration or something of that sort in the many years to come, i had fun (: not just with the kids, actually, but with my juniors too.. hahas (: im so tired, i slept while waiting for my facebook page to load, and it doesnt take that long, really! haas. just finished my service project for church, yay~ but i love the kids too much so will be going back and continuing for the rest of the year. planning to take p3 next year, mainly cos i wanna do holy confirmation for them, AHAHA. havent got back my phone, i miss it so much im literally crying can! (fyi, im exaggerating.) dad's asking me to get off the com, dammit. i don want to ): i don see any other source of comfort. unless he's willing to watch order of the phoenix with me, and the chances for that are like one in a billion. im guessing im behind hmwk, and its probably right anyway. okay gotta go, dad appeared from nowhere!
bye! tag yah? :D

sad ):

2009-07-31T00:40:00.000-07:00

hellos (:
din go to school ytd and today.
i really wanted to go today! fook flu TT
haiz.. anyways later going to church for PTM for my dearest pri2 kids :D
[i teach too, you know (: ]
wonder how the parents are going to react to the fact that a 14year old is teaching their oh-so-precious child.. some of them look at me like im an overgrown pri2 kid or something. annoying as hell, hmph!
you know you know! i was SUPPOSED to get my phone back today, but i din go to school. so i have to tahan for a few more days! TT i miss my phone ):
i bet huiqi is gonna kill me when i return to school cos she's damn eager about the tshirt design thing. talking about tshirt designs, i have no idea what to do for rc shirt..! they said nth too gaudy. a shirt can never be too gaudy! (there may be exceptions! ><) fashion-senseless freaks.
cant wait for tmr. HQ events should be fun, right? right. lets just hope the kids are controllable. LOL.
mom got free movie ticket vouchers to any show :D but, its only two ): i've yet to watch harry potter's new movie. im bloody backdated. i wanna watch order of the phoenix before the half blood prince. at least you can understand the story better (:
shit. i just rmb. i haven do my movie review! *crowd screams* i guess i will have to do it tmr. as for now i have to go.
bye! tag, loves!

BACK!

2009-07-24T07:55:00.000-07:00

HELLO.
im back! [:
eeyur why is the font like this.
*changes font*
nvm, forget it. all look like crap. anyways, back to the main point : IM BACK! (:
after a long break, lots of things have happened but let bygones be bygones.
did a mass deletion! i have never seen the word 'delete?' so many times in my life all at once before..
im a new person nowadays.. very refreshed yet all crumpled up on the inside.
i think i've finally learnt how to face the pain and get out of the trauma, alive.
but honest to god, i swear i dont know what i'd do without my friends mannn.. thanks guys :D
*changes topic*
my phone got confiscated! ): i was talking to my mom, then *POOF!*
it happened last thurs. im counting down to THE DAY can.
and we changed place in class! or at least, everyone else did. im still stuck there!
in the corner of the class next to the front door, beside the window. i hate that place cos i keep hitting my head on the railings ): POORATHY AND HUIQI CHANGED PLACES, NOW THEY ARE FAR FAR AWAY FROM MEEE! I WILL MISS YOU POORATHY AND HUIQI! ):
haiz. even nisha is farfar away from meee! 'NISHA!!' *hears echo*
had training today. super tired can? can. but of course, bloody fun :D ndp is coming and our squad.. ):
lots of stuff to doooo! Adam kept calling me natasha venod II, cos he said i act like her. he's mentally ill. poor him *crowd sympathizes* even vishnu said i act like her. and he started that LAST year -.- just imagine his mental state ): LOL. im sick. can you believe it. i cant. i din do anything sickly today! i don want fever! *kicks fever in its ass*
kay i gtg. but i WILL try update frequently.
tag okay, loves? [:

--kassandra./

Depressing.

2009-04-30T05:02:00.000-07:00

hello (: twinnie ask me to post. bleah.
anyways, exams are coming. im so not ready can?
tamil paper's over, and it BRUTALLY MURDERED me. i think im gonna flunk it.
SHEEE's gonna ask why and drown me in her never-ending qns.
i know mom can understand why i flunk tamil, right? LOL.
i have my bio notes infront of me, im supposed to be studying. but instead, felt like blogging.
i need to get alot stuff verified, and by 'stuff' i don mean school work okay.
there's lies, betrayal, confusion, secrets, depression, pressure, seduction, hypocrisy, anger, hate, exhilaration etc etc. and to think all this is going on in SCHOOL. seriously, if our parents knew what was going on in school, they would SO opt for home-schooling okay.
i cant believe he's betraying her. i mean like c'mon, SHE is a big mouth, she likes telling stuff!
(her and SHE are two diff ppl okay.)
who wouldnt be proud if they have a __fill in the blank__.
you truly cant blame her. must see from her point of view too.
__fill in the blank (two words)__ with her will not do the trick okay.
whats done is done. and to think you could do this behind her back.
god, you are so..UGH. lol. but honestly, whatever happens, i know you can treat her well.
no matter what the situation is. this should be your last mistake, if it is.
but then again, whether she __fill in the blank__ you anot, its all in her hands. im innocent (:
you know i want her to (: LOL.
okay i like don make any sense okay. unless you know who, what and why im talking about this, you wont understand this post. haha. oh and the blanks too (:
*changes topic*
okay, i SECRETLY wish i took art can. art seems like so much fun. AHHH ):
nvm. whatever, amaths is good for my future! *gives dramatic expression/pose*
or at least it should be okay. but honestly where could you apply alpha, beta and logarithms to? other than the toilet paper, of course.
haiz, okay okay. i've gotta go back to mugging *sulks heavily*.
and we have AOP this sat. like wth. more than half is like not done. AND SHIT. i din take minutes. im so dead i tell you.
okay fine whatever. MUST CONCENTRATE. AND THAT PHONE IS MINE!! hehe :D
bye, loves, TAG! :D

-I want this love to stay like it is; Vast As The Sky, Playful As The Raindrops, As Heart-Warming As A Good Donut.

-Stop Trying. You Wont Succeed. And Don't Make This Hard.

HAHA. you're not funny.

2009-03-29T01:47:00.000-07:00

Hello! (: i was blog-hopping and i found this link/text at someone's blog. she found hers at facebook. went to look for mine. Thought maybe i should post it here. seemed kinda true. the ones in GREEN brackets are the meanings of the word. meanings are taken from a dictionary. Those in BLUE are true. Those in RED are bull shit.

NOVEMBER Birthdays: Has a lot of ideas. Difficult to fathom [understand] . Thinks forward. Unique and brilliant. Extraordinary ideas. Sharp thinking. Fine and strong clairvoyance [power of seeing things not to present senses] . Can become good doctors. Dynamic in personality. Secretive. Inquisitive [curious]. Knows how to dig secrets. Always thinking. Less talkative but amiable [friendly]. Brave and generous. Patient. Stubborn and hard-hearted. If there is a will, there is a way. Determined. Never give up. Hardly becomes angry unless provoked. Loves to be alone. Thinks differently from others.Sharp-minded. Motivates oneself. Does not appreciate praises. High-spirited.Well-built and tough. Deep love and emotions. Romantic. Uncertain in relationships. Homely. Hardworking. High abilities. Trustworthy. Honest and keeps secrets. Not able to control emotions. Unpredictable.

I love the colours. LOL. anyways im like super super hungry. i want donut ): anyone willing to buy for me? *big grin* i really don have anything to blog about, you know. so lets leave, tag! :D

p.s: sorry for the boring post ):

The Distance Counts

2009-03-14T22:50:00.000-07:00

hello. sorry for not blogging daily ):
lost the 'blogging bug' as everyone calls it.
anyways, decided to become distant from him.
its for our own good. but whatever.
i've FINALLY gotten contacts. but transparent ):
some say i look good while others say i look funny. so yah.
i think i look neutral :D
ytd was talentime (!!!) hahas. all of us were like literally shaking with fear.
everytime i turned i couldnt land properly cos my legs were jelly.
but whats over is over. now all we are waiting for is the results which will come out tmr! *crosses fingers*
i bought this new handphone holder. its like SUPER CUTE okay.
its a blue elephant :D with an adorable nose. hahas. he's actually facing my computer. i think he's reading this..
and! my eyebags are back. now their loyal followers are with them, PANDA EYES.
dear god, I NEED SLEEP. but whatever. okay i gtg. i will post as soon as..the temporary blogging bug is back. ha. bye ;D
and TAG! or die (:

new blogskin (:

2009-01-24T07:38:00.001-08:00

yes uh! i wanted to change my blogskin for i-dont-know-how-many centuries and FINALLY its done. and i LOOOVE it :D
so tired and shag. had talentime practice today. was made to literally fly around. hahas.
its sad we only have 3 enthu ppl when we're like supposed to have 4? 5? haiz.
the couple dance was so confusing! we were like "okay do this this and that." then when doing the second time we'll be like "shit whats after this?!" then we were like "OH YAH!! this! *dances*" then we will start modifying blah blah. so yah. very taxing on the brain ): and we're supposed to like remix 4 bloody songs tgt. bleeding love, tamborine, the way i are and some traditional song we haven decided on. we have bits and pieces for each song but i dono how we are like going to join them both, let alone rmb all of them ): all i can say is participate and have fun. forget about the winning :D
had kfc after that. honestly, i don mind having a second zinger now. LOL.
oh yah! when we were dancing half way, lavindran popped out from no where. we were like ?!
hahas. he said he lived there. then he went off to play at the multi purpose hall. which was exactly opposite where we were. so there we were doing all kind of couple-dance steps and he was freaking staring. LOLLL. we couldnt help but stare at him while dancing. hahas.
gahhh. im too tired to blog anymore TT
shall hit the covers now. nights ya'll. loves :D. TAG YAH!

2009-01-13T06:36:00.000-08:00

GAHHH. i miss everybodyyyy~
i dont regret not going for camp, but i want them here.
them= everybody.
the school is bloody empty.
BLOODY empty.
altogether, inclusive of sec2 3 4, we have a total of 200++ ppl.
thats one camp itself. wth.
like indoor, day camp.
just that all you ever do in camp is listen, sleep, study, and listen.
after today i felt that i'd have rather gone for that camp. damn.
but then i rmb the leeches and i thank god for not changing my mind :D
nobody to sms, to call, to chat etc etc. everybody went TT
OKAY STOP LAMENTING.
anyways, i'va been trying to catch up on my hmwk these past few days :D
make up for fri. and dude, there is like a whole MOUNTAIN of hmwk.
which includes amath, emath, red cross stuff etc.
haiz. and 6 days is all i have left. no 5, excluding today.
i intended to just literally rot at home, but then there's school. tsk.
okays gotta go back to sleeping. im tired again. *yawn*
and its 10:48. i think i'll sleep til 12 then wake up, snack then sleep again and wake up tomorrow.
kay then. byes :D
tag!

p.s.: can i not go tomorrow? ):

2009-01-09T07:02:00.000-08:00

hello ;D
hm. today was cca carnival.
before this day, i ate, slept and breathed the cca carnival.
i was sooo stressed up about everything. but i guess today was nothing like i expected.
i thought even though not many ppl are going to sign up, but at least we are organized.
but no.
it was CHAOS. literally. we were still setting up the booth when the first class came.
and we had to split ourselves into three just to keep up with the rush/chaos/speed/etc.
and trust me, we have SO many left overs. brochures, souvenirs, sweets, hotdogs.
damn. but i guess all in all, im happy this day is finally over ;D
i would like to thank all those who came and all those who helped, directly or not. this day would not have been possible without you guys. unless we cut ourselves into 6. ha -.-
thanks alot luh karthik, for publicizing my absence in school. but when we went in, no one really noticed us gone ): we're not missed ): haiz. im dead beat now. so will post when i have food, time and energy again. bye ;D nights ya'll. TAG.

p.s.: special thanks to xinhui, karthik and singhui. thanks twinnie for being my emotional support. without you i don think i could have sent the proposal the first time around. or get the brochures or maze done. ha. x3twinnie.
thanks to karthik for doing more than you should have done taking all the trouble to edit the proposal at 12 am in the morning, staying up and talking crap, doing proposal at 3.20 and only sleeping at 3.50 and you know what else ;D
last but not least, thanks to singhui for being the greatest secretary in the whole wide world~ even though your father stopped you here and there ): but you still was so committed ;D

thanks yaw ;D

Eyebags

2009-01-04T02:59:00.000-08:00

hello. im back.
you know, its amazing how busy i am during the hols and so free during school days..
anyways, due to very sad reasons (proposal), i have been sleeping late. and my price? EYEBAGS.
i have eyebags?! since when? its so sad you know! every morning after i wake up i run to my mirror and smile. to see if i still have eyebags. and i do! its day 2 of the eyebag attack ):
anyways, had school on friday. new class new classmates etc etc. i gues i know all of them luh. but i dono them personally luh. there is this one girl who came from hong kong. her english is like top-notch. if we din hear something we would be like "huh? what you say?" but she was like "pardon?". maybe we should start talking like her. ha. i guess now i have competition ;O
i wanted to say something but i like totally forgot.. okay forget it. i'll blog it when i rmb. okay gtg. bye ;D

Never knew.

2008-12-30T05:57:00.000-08:00

Laughs and crys

fun and pain

joy and sadness

shock and calmness

plays and fights

united and divided

i never knew it would end so fast, if not even end.

two years was enough to feel pain greater than monsoon tidal waves hitting rocks.

we came in seperated, different schools, different backgrounds.

but we became one, same goal, same class.

and now, same empty feeling.

in 3 days, we seperate for the last time.

whether same class or not, what we had cannot be rekindled now.

if only time could be merciful and rewind towards those moments.

GAH. im missing them ): nvm shall stay happy. i have less than 2 hours to pass up my proposal and here i am blogging. tsk tsk. bad me. mom has been so nice to let me dye my hair back to my original hair colour on new year's day. muahaha. cos i have a lunch on that day. and it would be a pity if i went there with black hair. moreover daniel (that arsehole) would be there. not that i would care but his mom said she wanted to see me ("kassandra~! wow its been ages since i saw you! i want to see you!" i was like "whuuut".) so yeah. but when i dye it back, im sooo gonna miss my GOLDEN BROWN hair ): kays must do proposal. byes for now :D

p.s.: i din really expect it. dont expect me to be what i was last time, naive. once bitten, twice shy. but i guess you've let bygones be bygones huh? new name, new you, new everything. but then again, maybe i never knew you. i wont be what you want me to be. i'll just be who i am. lets see if you accept it. cos if you don't, i don really care.

2008-12-21T05:50:00.000-08:00

ancient photo. taken so long ago. before sch close? yeah. anyways stupid proposal still aint finshed. haiz. still left stuff to do. and must pass up tomorrow. so dead? yes. haiz. xinhui's laughing on the phone for no reason. will post after proposal is handed up. now i must complete it! TT byes. do tag!

2008-12-15T01:17:00.000-08:00

HELLO :D
hahas. soooo long din post. com was down.
sent for full system recovery. everything vanished into thin air.. !
anyways alot happened during that time.
there was camp, anniversaries, operation, birthdays and many more.. i think.
UIP camp was fun! :D hahas i so loved the campfire. why? cos i was part of the committee who organised it! woots! hahas. total success. just that the proposal was.. not up to expectations.
anyways will update with pictures if i have any :D
so tired after camp TT
and we still have to meet up for cca carnival thing! AHHH help! TT
not another project TT haiz.
i shall come back after all hell has ended yah? yah.
kay byes :D

2008-10-20T22:08:00.000-07:00

hello xinhui here .
kaka's internet spoil . ]:
so she wun be posting during this time .
poor thing luh tsktsk :X
so , must wait for her to come back hor !
signing off liao ~
byebye , x33 twinnie ! =D

2008-10-04T22:53:00.000-07:00

1) The person who tagged: luke.

2) Your relationship with him/her is: friend. still :D

3) Your five impressions on him/her: blur. funny. understanding. happy-go-lucky. emotional. (serious.)

4) The most memorable thing that he/she had done for you: too many?

5) The most memorable thing that he/she had said to you: ...

6) If he/she becomes your lover, you will: haa.HAA.HAAAAAA.

7) If he/she becomes your lover, thing he/she has to improve on will be: nothing :D

8) If he/she becomes your enemy, you will: DESTROY!!!!! him :D

9) If he/she becomes your enemy, the reason will be: haa. cos we're angry over stuff?

10) The most desired thing you want to do for him/her now is: nothing? LOL.

11) Your overall impression of him/her is: he's not nice :D neither are you an angel! bleah :D

12) How you think people around you will feel about you? i know they think im NICE :D

13) The characteristic you love of yourself are: funny :D

14) On the contrary, the characteristic you hate of yourself are: clumsy -.-

15) The most ideal person you want to be is: ME :D

16) For people who cares and likes you, say something to them: thanks yeah. what goes around comes around.

17) Pass this quiz to 10 persons that you wish to know how they feel about you.
` xinhui
` susu
` rachel
` karthik
` rita
` para
` yoges
` jasper
` sinhui
` alicia

18) Who is no.6 having relationship with? [para] i have no idea.

19) Is no. 9 a male or female? [sinhui] female!

20) If no.7 and 10 are together, will it be a good thing? [yoges & alicia] they dont know each other?!

22) What is no.2 studying about? [susu] dono?

23) When is the last time you had a chat with no.3: [rachel] uh. friday.

24) What kind of music band does no.8 like: [jasper] dono :D

25) Does no.1 have any siblings: [xinhui] yeah. one little brother.

26) Will you woo no.3: [rachel] im not les ty.

27) How about no.7: [yoges] NO?! he's my JUNIOR.

28) Is no.4 single: [karthik] yeah. totally.

29) What is the surname of no.5: [rita] elangovan :D

30) What's the hobby for no.4: [karthik] erm. sleep? :D

31) Does no.5 and 9 get along well? [rita & sinhui] i highly doubt so. very highly.

32) Where is no.2 studying at? [susu] skss luh duh!

33) Talk something casual about no.1: [xinhui] damn blur. damn cute. damn funny/crazy.

34) Have you tried developing feelings for no.8? [jasper] HAHAHAHA. no?!

35) Where does no.9 live at? [sinhui] i actually have no idea!

36) What colour does no.3 likes? [rachel] black?

37) Are no.5 and 1 best friends? [rita & xinhui] hell yeah!

38) Does no. 1 have any pets? [xinhui] uh no.

39) Is no.7 the sexiest person in the world? [yoges] what kind of survey is this?! N-O.

40) What is no. 10 doing now? [alicia] studying. i think.

okays done with that stupid survey. ppl mentioned there wont be tagged. if you guys want do you take. anyways exams are here so wont be blogging much. will be studying. will be updated with details after exams :D take care and study hard! :D

2008-09-15T05:01:00.000-07:00

today was pretty boring.
just like my other days.
but anyways,
was SUPPOSED to have oral today.
but there wasnt time for my class so like, OHH YEAH BABY.
i was literally hyperventilating in class freaking out
about the convo part. especially since i dont speak tamil.
*skip skip*

went to compass after school.
we were apparently SUPPOSED to study.
but no, we didnt.
saw alot of people there?
like para& co. , yoges on the phone, samuel, jasmine, senior and luke.
but he sat with us. so yeah.
we were at the table when suddenly luke was like "what? what?"
i turn around i saw para, naga and co.
i din notice them till then.too busy eating my zinger ><
then eat and crap-ed finish then bus-ed home.

im just waiting.
and i will wait till you notice me.
like they say,
sometimes the answer is just right infront of you.
but sometimes i think to myself,
just how long do i wanna wait?
i'll be leaving soon. whether or not i like it.
i know you'd tell me to move on.
but when ever i do, all it ever leads back to is you.
i never knew that silence spoke volumes or
pain could hurt till i couldnt breathe or
what it was like to smile for no reason or
that even simple glances could kill.
i never knew.
till i met you.

2008-09-05T06:25:00.000-07:00

was homeworking just now :D

total homework (i think) :
- maths wkst
- maths tb
- maths 14pgs wkst
- science wkst
- tamil compo
- history 4qns
- english compo
- geog assignment

homework finished :
- maths wkst
- maths tb
- maths 14pgs wkst (3/4 dono :D )
- history 4qns

homework not touched :
- science wkst
- tamil compo
- geog assignment

homework not planning to do :
- english compo

so yeah..thats about my schedule.i have to fished all unfinished work in 2 days. 1 1/2 actually.
haiz. so dead? yes cos two of them have to be passed up on MONDAY. dude, thats like educational torture T.T okays shall leave it at here. need to cont last sentence of hist {:

p.s : anyome willing to do for me my homework?

p.p.s : i will pay :D

p.p.p.s : 1 donut per homework :D

p.p.p.p.s : i make the donut okay!!!! :D

2008-09-03T07:20:00.000-07:00

hellos! i am back and better than ever :D
well, not really better, im kinda sick.
cough, cold, fever. i am oh-so-sick. *crowd sobs in pity*
and its the holidays! fish ass. of ALL times i have to get sick NOW?!
thank the lord i don have so many classes this week :D
just math ( i understood her!!), geog and red cross.
so much homework! holy shit. i haven touched 1/2 of it. *redirects focus*
and to put the not-very-nice-tasting cherry on the top,
MUM'S OFF THE WHOLE WEEK.
i mean i love her and everything, but the whole WEEK?!
OF HOLIDAY?! that means no sms-ing, no calling, no 2hr chats with him.
quite sad actually. and we have LESS THAN 30DAYS TO EOYs! *falls of chair, fainting*
i haven started studying! like oh-my-fishass.
coming back to now, i have soooo many presents to BUY -.-
couldnt birthday ppl tell me what they want and i could buy it for them?! *hint hint*
the i wouldnt have to go through all the brain cracking to see what to buy for them.
okays, i gotta go do something just as brain-cell-damaging: study.
byes.

2008-08-25T03:21:00.000-07:00

hellos :D
anyways today was like freaking boring okay?! OKAY.
got back most of my papers luh.passed it all :D
sci - 34/50
math- 29/50 D:
hist- 15/25 I PASSED! miracles DO happen!
geog- ??/50
DnT - 27/35 is it 35 or 40? hmm..

whatever it is i PASSED :D
ahhh so happy~ that facial is SOOOO mine.
well today stayed back to practice dance luh.
but was super slacky. cos one by one, everyone was leaving TT
so in the end only syaza, me, sinhui and luke.
take photo here and there and crap here and there.
lalas~
okays shall sign off here.
byes :D

2008-08-22T23:46:00.000-07:00

okay i SO love my mom tyvm.
she IS the world's best woman.
i mean like c'mon!
which would tell you
"its okay.*lecture lecture* just don do this again."
and NOT lay a FINGER on you?!
LOVEEEEEEEEE HER!!!!
so i dont regret spendiing $75 for her birthday :D
AND she still hasnt cancelled tomorrow's outing with xinhui!!
god, i love that woman.HAHA.
anyways~ todays a saturday.
i had..nono.
i DID NOT have ndp today. *sulks heavily*
instead, it was ALMOST replaced with the continuation of my math tution.
but my teacher had a test so it was cancelled :D
lalas~
you see luh, you SEE luh!
here i am blogging about my pathetic little day,
and my mom pops out of like no where and gives me
a bowl of strawberries and a cup of pepsi.
so nice rite?! i oso know :D
okays i think i better go now :D
byes~

p.s : tag me :D

2008-08-15T06:33:00.000-07:00

ahhh!!!! tomorrow's saturday. oh shit. *controls tears*
think positive, then only will be positive. thats what karthik said.
okay i shall think positive.i shall try.
anyways i was visiting my ma'am's blog and she had the farewell video.
and i thought it'd be nice if i posted it here.
so yeah..

RCYNDP 2008 video - rcyndp08committee

i dont think it would come out well. cos i had problems with it. so im not sure if its my com or the video. so try it luhs. and its a really nice video.god i LOVE this people in the video.

2008-08-12T02:39:00.000-07:00

hellos (:
decided to reply to my taggs for once.
so erm yeahh..

Yoges ; no luh.not pretty -.- twinnie prettier :D linked (: and why para must shut up? o.o im like so blur can.

XINHUI ; HEYLOOOOS :D I ALSO KNOW YOU WILL I ALSO KNOW YOU WILL!!!! *for the same reason luhs. HAHA. i dono whether mum allow anot TT but i wanttttt (:
still got ULP leiis..hais torn btw the two T.T iltwinneh~

PARAHH ; now why must yoges go to hell? still blur TT and yeah i did.me xinhui karthik rita and vishnu :DD so freaking fun laaaahhhhh!!!! :DDDD *misses rcyndp 'o8*

karthik ; yooo (: why 16th lah dey? haven even 13th still say 16th.hahas.but yeah i will miss waking up at 6.45 and dragging myself around the house.then meeting you guys at 8.40 hahas.. all of us will miss everything, but i will miss the times when we will go to kfc to eat.then we would always be so scared to miss the last train.and for the 4th pic who ask you go APPEAR at the back!! uhlluhhmuk...HAHA. *direct pronunciation* peace out peace out :D

haiz so bored.stupid doc.dono then say dono luh!! make me spend 3hrs there for nth.wtf.
okays will post more abt doc's appt next time, if i am not lazy lah.lols.

P.S: thanks for tagging.TAG MORE :D

2008-08-09T23:05:00.000-07:00

so im back from ndp. RCYNDP 'o8 ROCKS MY SOCKS!!!!
thanks for the times i spent with all of you ;

the sweat,

the pain,

the cramps,

the laughs,

the tears,

the hunger,

the craziness,

the horny moments,

the cheers,

the photos,

the never-ending debriefs,

the hentaks,

the footdrills,

the drumbeats,

the music,

the jokes,

the lectures,

the compliments,

the love,

the memories.

thank you.

i will miss you. all of you.

it has been 6months since we first met.

but now the journey ends, but like we promised, our friendship will hopefully remain strong.

each night i used to think about that final day where all of us will shine,but that day never really came, until now. i always wanted that day to come. but now, i want to rewind time and be with all of you again.i' d never want it to come this time. because i dont know if i will be able to bear the separation the second time around. i miss and love you. all of you.

anyways, enough of the tears and seperation. now.. PICTURES!!! :DDD

shafiq and sherilynn emcees for the night.

karthik, vishnu and renugaaaaaa (:

this photo rocks okay.i love it (:

from left: irfan, priya, me, xinhui, renuga, vishnu, karthik.

bottom: amirul and rita.

xinhui, me, rita, marizela.karthik APPEARED at the back.

don't ask me how. i don't know.

me and jannah a.k.a THE HULK. *grrrr* (:

me and marizela. isnt she just so cute??

my mom said she looks like a hamster.

i think hamsters are cute (:

me, xinhui and hong yi sir. he IS the next SINGAPOR IDOLLLL.

damn he can SING.really well too.haha.

lixuan ma'am and me.she is so damn bmf pretty!!

damn cute oso :D

buvan and me.

she is the world's BEST angel okay.

i got this HUGE packet of mamee noodles from her. yay :D

i only got her this packet of m&ms T.T

sorry ):

rita, me and lakshimi. shafiqa's at the back.

shafiqa and me.she's another cutieee (:

me and thu thu.*epo ee tuki tuki epo ee tuki tukiiii*

our rcyndp gang :D

from left: karthik, vishnu, nicky sir, rita and me.

i know. i look like an idiot. i know.

renugaaaaa, wilson sir and me.

gosh look at that smile.

and yes, renuga IS taller than him.

she is tall and he is short.

very short (:

well i guess thats it for pics.

will put more if i have any :D

till then byeee (:

PS: TAG MEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE :D

2008-08-06T07:12:00.000-07:00

As i sat in the corner of the bus,

reminiscing about us,

a song you once said was your favourite

came to my head.

i was soon humming to the tune,

like i used to when i was in love with you.

but with those happy notes

the painful memories came along.

i still remember you once saying,

while this song was playing,

you loved me. but now

when i hear the song,

i also hear the sorrowful cries of my little heart.

i want you back with me but i cant

bring myself to forget everything

that happened between us.

i cant bring myself to get hurt again.

now as im sitting here,

i let the tears fall and the hurt out

becauseif i hold on any longer, i could just burst.

i cannot have you anymore, even if i wanted to.

i was sitting in the bus and the song came on and i just sort of let all this go into the message i was typing.and the tears did fall.and so did the hurt.so yeah. well enough of all this luh.

anyways today was so damn boring CAN.i was sleeping all the way luh TT

tomorrow got training for ndp.so tired.SHIT MY UNIFORM.haven done anything. oh my fuck.

* SO DEAD * kays gtg. byes ;DD

2008-08-05T04:35:00.000-07:00

hellos. im back :D
apparently, im sick. yes sick. full-fledged, irritating, disgustingly SICK.
i thought it was okay when i was sneezing the whole day. it would be gone by evening.
but NO. its still here. and a whole lot worse. *AH CHOOOO*
fucker lah. parents come home only start nagging.
they seriously have nothing better to do.
i don care. later got ppl coming over im gonna exaggerate my sickness.
MUAHAHAHAHA.
god, im evil. * evil smile *
okays i gtg do evil things. bye.

2008-07-28T05:03:00.000-07:00

hello (:
FINALLY!! im backkk :D
i was staying at xinhui's house for the past few days
so if i reply to any of your convos on msn late not my fault ><
her com damn lag. poor her.
today woke up at 6.40 my latest ever.
if i was at home i wud have ponned sch (:
*fast forward to afternoon*
had training.me and xinhui were the only ones.
later on then only the rest came.wth lah! TT
waaa then we hentak so much. like robot liddat siol.
we soon discovered that if you hentak for more then 4mins,
you'd have no feeling after that. you could just on forever.
too used to it ady luh. haiz so tired.
came home. to MY HOME :D
just before going to bathe i realised that all my clothes are THERE.
wtf! so i have to wear my clothes which are either too small or too big.
right now im wearing a tee which is 3times my size and tiny shorts.
the tee is so big i could hike it up with a belt and STILL not be able to see my shorts.
im not sure if its the shorts or the tee. or both.
wed got sch ndp training.friday too. need bring full uni.
but we managed to talk to ms mas, who rocks my socks,
and agreed not to bring our full uni for ndp ppl. yay (:
okay.i CANNOT take it. my shorts is tiny. and my shirt is huge.
my shorts are stopping my blood circulation and
i could probably fly if the wind was any stronger with a tee as big as an aeroplane.
im changing. to something decent enough to wear.
got to go. bye :D
and people who apparently read my blog but don tag,
i know who you are :D
you told me infront of 50++ people :D
please tag. thanks :D

P.S : sengkang sec is NOT quiet.
im not either :D

2008-07-24T08:29:00.001-07:00

my blog is a mess.
i know.
need to edit tomorrow.
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

2008-07-13T02:21:00.000-07:00

HELLO :D im back.
i know you missed me.dont pretend.
anyways..hmms..nth much this week luh..
i sprained my ankle. on wednesday. fell in the bloody toilet -.- now THATS called DUMB.
went to xinhui's house on thursday.din go to school. did project (:
we did about 3/4 of it. but xinhui's mum helped.
without her, we wudnt have tombs. thanks :DD
friday went to school. every bloody soul was staring at me. fcuking paiseh okay!
i was like flying everywhere. zzz. then in school..it was a WHOLE lot worst.
we had pe. able to pon :D bmfing embarrassing okay. now even donald knows.omf. i am so dead.
okay im not going into details. at all. for the whole day.after school we had uh..cca.
in cca i cracked my foot back into position. so bmfing happy lah!!
urm..ytd was ndp.. haiz..so tired. finished at 9.45. dad called. fcuking angry.
went to eat. while queueing up dad called again. this time was worse.
knew was gonna kena whacking. cried in kfc. cooled down a little.
din order anything. no appetite.
but xinhui, karthik and vishnu forced me to eat one of karthik's roti prata thingys.
i knew they were gonna kill me if i didnt. so ate that.
oh ya..i was still in the sniff-sniff mode when everyone started getting horny.
we laughed so hard.stomach also pain. thanks guys for making me laugh. you rock :D
went home. dad had forgotten about my whacking. so thank god.
was so tored i just fell onto my bed. today woke up early early.
went for catechism classes. almost slept. nono actually i DID sleep.
then went for shopping with mom and dad. wanted buy a dress, palms, slippers etc.
but din find any that were the right one. so only bought heels in the end.
i don care i NEED to go shopping on of these days.
XINHUI!! listen up.when im coming over next week we are going to go shopping.
ANYWHERE.far east, bugis what fuck. i have to.
was supposed to do a quiz. but i need to go soak my feet.
so sorry guys. i'll do it next time. ending here. byes :D

2008-07-04T06:47:00.001-07:00

hallos (: changed my skin AGAIN. two skins in two days. muahaha.i din relli like the first one :D
anyways i would like to complain abt someone.i hate her to BITSS.right down to the last germ on her.im not stating name just in case.BUTTT lets get to the point.there's this dumb bloody drama we have to go for and she told us ages ago and obviously i wouldnt wanna go.i mean like duh.okay.so everyone else was going.and i was the only not going.wtfish? and JUST cos of this she is soooo against me. i mean c'mon, we're coming back to sch at 10.30 plus. the next day we have ndp.think wat i no need sleep uh? and im living in pasir ris.it will take a bloody half hour to reach home.10.30 reach sch 11 reach home 12 sleep 6.45 wake up.funny uh? then she ask wats my reason. i told her the whole bloody breakdown.then she literally was staring at me.i stare back :D ok then like few days later two other ppl could not go. you know wat their reasons were?! 1. mom say so late. 2. i dowan go. WHAT THE FUCK?! then she was like oh its okay then.nvm lah.then she ask me again.i gave her the whole bloody breakdown AGAIN. and she started scolding me. i was like bloody bitch! then i also said cher on that fri (which is today) got training. and you know wat she said?! PLEASE UH.IM A RED CROSS TEACHER AND I KNOW.YOU THINK I WILL PUT A TRAINING ON THAT DAY?! i was okay lah.lets see.then hoh today she came for training rite. WAAA she dowan look at me lah! i staring at her she IGNORE only. lucky i nva go.vishnu oso nva go.karthik and rita went.tomorrow anything happen to them im gonna blurt out EVERYTHING to nicky sir ><" she doesnt know when is training cos she always don come to training.tsk.

haiz talking ABOUT her makes my blood pressure go up.just imagine if im talking TO her.
i may be the only one in class who dares talk back to her but thank god im not the only one who hates her.PRAISE THE LORD :D

2008-06-26T05:54:00.000-07:00

1) How long will you wait for someone you love ?
- for as long as my heart can take the torture

2) What do you hope for now ?
- to sneeze!!! wan sneeze but cannot sneeze TT

3) What is the last thing you say/do if tommorrow is the end of world ?
- i'll stay with the ppl i love in one BIG house overnight.so i know i stayed with them till the end.

4) Do you hate your friends sometimes ?
- oh, hell yeah.

5) What's your favourite colour ?
- black. white. light pink? purple..blue!

6) Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after the rain ?
- uh huh.totally.

7) What are you listening now ?
- soulmate (natasha bedingfield) [incompatibleeee!! it don matter thoughhh!!]

8) What your desired age of marriage ?
- twenty four.after i finish my uni and get a job and settled.i wan to know my life before my man.

9) Are you happy with your life now ?
- yeah.i guess so.

10) What if your crush ask you out ?
- if i was single, i would SO accept.i mean like duh?!

11) What will you do when you have crush that knows you have a crush on him/her ?
- it has happened.so its wat i did not wat i will do.i ignored him.totally.little contact as possible.

12) What feeling do you hate the most ?
- when you look into his eyes and know you cant have him.that feeling.

13) What will you do if you fall in love with a guy/girl ?
- tell twinnie!! :D

14) What are you looking forward in the upcoming weeks ?
- ndp trainings, and cultural night tomorrow.

15) The most important things in your life ?
- my family, him, twinnie!, hp!, com!, shoes!

16) Who do you hope to always be there for you ?
- my mom :D and twinnie (:

17) Do you find life meaningless ?
- sometimes.

18) Do you believe that there is 'True love' ?
- no.

19) What's your greatest wish ?
- i want my old life back.the one when i laughed cried played how i want to.

20)What will you change when you can turn back time ?
- my psle results. HAHA. no luh. i wouldn't lose my handphones.

lalala..was bored so did this..so long never blog!! tsk tsk.tomorrow cultural night. wtf?! wearing a dress.kinda nice actually.will post pics of the night if taking any.melbourne was soooo fun!! :D lalaaaa!! cold luh but can tahan. i know i slept very little.hahas.will post more about it next time.. byees :D

2008-06-06T23:01:00.001-07:00

im back from camp. sorry for not posting for so long.. quite busy TT. anyways overall : i don like camp. i only like the cheering part, the heel toe thing, chatting with the guys at 1 am in the morning, water games and murderer. the cheering DAMN horny can!!!! calvin sir was like doing the watermelon cheer with very horny actions. you wouldnt want to know. TRUST ME. the heel toe thing was the friendship dance. i was so damn bloody high. then it was girl boy girl boy. then got alot of boys so some boys must partner with boy. then got girls partner girls too. i got both (: . only got one nite. as you know. so i and xinhui was toking to the boys in the middle of the nite. boys and girls diff bunk mahhh. so sms-ing. they called us too. hmms~ then water games. damn pain can! throw water bomb throw properly lah! hit our waist fooking pain lah. some more blindfold us -.- then later take out ady.then we got to throw at them~ lalalaaaaas. wat else??
oh yaaa. murderer. damn funny lah. calvin they all was like xinhui murderer!! nono!! xinhui police!! she's not both lah!! cos her expressions were suspicious-like -.- shijie was beside me. then we all holding hands. suddenly xinhui squeeze two times. i was like huh?! shijie die. then i squeeze him. then so sad he go le. then beside him was karthik. so close up gaps. calvin say 'wa karthik, haven go out uh. good good.' then xinhui squeeze me twice again. i was like HUH?! i squeeze karthik. then so sad he oso go. then it was vishnu beside me now. calvin was like aiyo i tok to the person the person go out. suddenly he got up!!!! he out le!!! HAHAHA.he tok to himself so he oso go out. damn funny lahh.. I HATE FIREDRILLS. i dont wanna tok abt it. got this stupid project too. kena seperated -.- . okay i wan go audi (: im lvl 14 le!! oh yeaaaa. okays byes :D

2008-05-28T00:29:00.000-07:00

remove and change 2 question below.after you have finish, tag 10 of your friends.and let them do this QUIZ!.

1. Who was your last text from?
- baby (:

2. Where was your default picture taken at?
- my room (:

3. Your current relationship status?
- attachedddd (:

4. Does your crush(s)like youback?
- yea..i guess.

5. What is your current mood?
- happy!!!

6. What was the last thing you drank?
- pepsi (:

7. If you could go back in time and change something, would you?
- yea.totally.

8. Have a crazy side?
- duh!! and its CRAAAAAZY (:

9. Ever had a near death experience?
- yah..twice..

10. Something you do alot?
- com, sms, eat, sleep, laugh.

11. Angry at anyone?
- nahh.im nice (:

12. Do you wanna see somebody right now?
- yes.no.yes.no.i don know.

13. Name someone with the same birthday as you?
- ANGEL NG!!!! (:

14. When was the last time you cried?
- friday.ptm.

15. Who would you do anything for?
- my dear baby and my twinnie and my family (:

16. Who is your idol?
- DAVID COOOOOOOOOK (: and my mom.

17. What's the first thing you notice about the opposite gender?
- he HAS to be funny.and he HAS to care abt me.

18. What do you usually order from starbucks?
- hot choco

19. What's your biggest secret?
- my biggest secret wont be a secret if i told you rite?

20. Do you still watch kiddyshow ?
- duh.BARNEYYYYYY (:

21. What are you eating or drinking at the moment?
- nth.im hungry T.T

22. Do you speak any other language?
- tamil, chinese a little, i understand malay.

23. Have you ever walked in the rain? do you love the rain?
- yes.yes.

24. Whose text/call you want to recieve now?
- lalalaaaaaaaaa.him.

25. What are you thinking about right now?
- food.and him.

2008-05-25T00:58:00.000-07:00

hallloooo (:
lalalas..im in the mood of change~~
so i will be change my URL to : bulletsmashing-love.bs.com
find me there!!! (: anddd since i have a new url, im changing my skinn tooo (:
maybe new song too (: im so tired but im changing i dont care.
looks like its time i did it (:

kassandra (:

2008-05-22T07:57:00.000-07:00

hmms~ today pon school (:
fuck uh tomorrow ptm.fuck~
my conduct poor leh!! i nva kena poor b4 okay.i veh guai ty.
today wake up at abt 1++++
most of the ppl in my class went to www after sch.
i dowan go (: i wan slp (:
but after that i went to meet them.at abt 7 plusss.
fucking late.actually wanted to watch movie.but too late~
so we go whitesands. we walk there.
then i jump jump then i kena scratch my leg.fuck uh.
then reach whitesands went to eat at sakae sushi.
five people pay 83dollars.HAHAHA.true pig (:
i and twinnie eat the most okay!!!
then i no need use the chopsticks.cos xinhui keep feeding me.lol~
OH YAAAAAAAAA! i did 150 fm~~ yay..
okok don jump.then sinhui mummy sms her.then she veh sad.
then she cry.then ting dad call her.then put down le ting emo.
haiyoyo.then i and xinhui over there laughing like fuck okay!
thennn we send ting home.then xinhui sinhui chel and me go back.
then we take neoprintsssss.so fun~ pose here and there.
then when the thing came out one was so fair.we look so fair.
then the other was so bright.as in the contrast got prob.
then my face like on fire okay! the rest all like ghost liddat.hahaha.
then i wan ton okay! but parents don allow.. only rachel tonning.
the rest go home loh~ then i walk back home damn scary okay! T.T
haiz.so now here blogging.oh ya.
MY DEAR DAVID COOK HAS WON!!!
laalaas~! he's my music pill~ (:
tag more ppl!! my tag board is so damn fucking dead okay. -.-
okays nid slp le.drooling on my keyboard ady.byes~

2008-05-13T05:12:00.000-07:00

im back.at last.you missed me.i know (:
aiyo got back papers.i did sooo damn badly!!
i failed math science AND lit.
omg omg OMG. i was soo devastated.
2 more marks pass lit.6 more marks pass sci.7 more marks pass math.
but cher said for lit that this is not final so will add other test's marks.
but i did badly for those too!! oh damn.
hopefully maths and science can plus plus abit from test.
cos i did well for those tests.stupid lahhhhh >:(
haiz toking abt it very pek chek alrdy lah.tsk.
oh ya!! i got my shirts today: elmo t-shirt (elmo's song plays) and superman t-shirt (song plays).
so i wore them to whitesands.went there with mum..bought back kfc (:
i told mum that i will not get my results and will only see them in the report book.
cos i didnt dare tell her.and im not the only one who did badly.
twinnie did better then me while he did badly.very badly.
and it looks as if he's gonna get grounded.big time.
well at least he passed his geog and sci and art and home ec.im happy for that at least (:
don worry lah.no matter wat, you can still reach me at msn.anything just say okay.don emo (:
my bill will be coming this week!!! IM SO BLOODY FUCKING HAPPY.
FINALLY I CAN START SMSING AGAIN!!! but must control, CONTROLLLL!!!
will be looking for jobbb during holidays.I NEED THE DAMN MONEY! (:
only then can my 2gb memory card be mineeeee :D
i've been thinking abt changing my url.to something like my pm lahhs.but see first.
you know wat?!?!? I DID 130bpm cfm ;DDDDD so bloody freaking happy can? CAN!~
hmms..wat else?? oh yea i cnt pass the lvl 20 license.damn lah.keep getting 200k plus niaa.
need 390 sia.and 21 perf.only absolute pro can do okays.tsk.
i and twinnie over fuck ah!! damn lah!! lol.
okays mum nagging.gtg le.byes (: will post soon.

2008-05-09T23:33:00.000-07:00

HALLLOOOOOO (:
i have been tagged by ting ting and xinhui to do the test (:

randomly remove one question from above, and add in your own question, make it a total of 20 questions, tag 8 ppl in the list, list them out at the end of this post, notify them in their chatbox that he/she had been tagged and whoever does the tag will have blessings from all ppl.

1. what will i be focused on most of the time ?
` ermm..studies??

2. whatdo you want the most now ?
` this minute? go out and but prezzie for mum!!

3. who is the person you trust most ?
` i cant trust myself anymore.so its him (:

4. do you think you have enough confidence ?
` no.duh.

5. if there was one thing you could ask your ex,what is it ?
` why you let me love in vain ?

6. do you believe seeing a rainbow after the rain ?
` yeah.totally.

7. what is your goal for this year ?
` do well in exams.last long.prove mum and dad wrong.bloody wrong.

8. 10 things about yourself .
` shawty (:
` in love with him.
` in love with twinnie.
` in love with david cook.
` in love with red cross (:
` blur ;D
` short-term memory. (bad condition)
` short-tempered.very.
` must on com everyday (:
` i cant leave my house without my eyeliner, hp, ring and money (:

9. what feeling do you like most ?
` love and being loved.

10. what are the requirements that you wish from your other half ?
` must make me laugh.be there for me always.

11. what feeling do you hate the most ?
` the feeling which reminds me that i cant have him.

12. do you cherish every single friendship of yours ?
` yeah.these are the people i need and love (:

13. do you believe in god ?
` yupps.

14. what do you think is the most important of your life ?
` life.love.me.eyeliner.handphone ;D

15. who do you hope to be always there for you ?
` my twinnie.darling.him.and weirdly, my mom (:

16. who is your best friend ?
` xinhui, chel, susu, tingting, alicia, sinhui, wendy and many more (:

17. who cares for you the most ?
` parents?? him??

18. do you want that special someone of yours to be by your side now?
` yeah.no need by my side.on the phone can ady.

19. who makes you smile when you are down ?
` twinnie :D

20. if god allowed you to have one and only wish, and its definitely going to be fulfilled, what will it be ?
` for all my other wishes i make throughout my life to be fulfilled.

the eight people are:
xinhui, luke, alicia, suguna, shavidya.
i dont wanna put the rest (:

2008-05-07T23:55:00.000-07:00

Little sparrow, little sparrow
Precious fragile little thing
Little sparrow, little sparrow
Flies so high and feels no pain
All ye maidens hede my warning
Never trust the hearts of men
They will crush you like a sparrow
Leaving you to never mend
They will vow to always love you
Swear no love but yours will do
Then they'll leave you for another
Break your little heart in two

Little sparrow, little sparrow
Precious fragile little thing
Little sparrow, little sparrow
Flies so high and feels no pain

If I were a little sparrow
O'er these mountains
I would fly I would find him,
I would find him
Look into his lying eyes
I would flutter all around him
On my little sparrow wings
I would ask him, I would ask him
Why he let me love in vain

I am not a little sparrow
I am just the broken dream
Of a cold false-hearted lover
And his evil cunning scheme

Little sparrow, little sparrow
Precious fragile little thing
Little sparrow, little sparrow
Flies so high and feels no pain

All ye maidens fair and tender
Never trust the hearts of men
They will crush you like a sparrow
Leaving you to never mend

Little sparrow, little sparrow
Oh the sorrow never ends

2008-05-07T00:29:00.000-07:00

HALLOOOOOO!!!!!
hahas.im starting like that evrywhere.hahas.
wa siao my com lag like fuck siol -.-
i type type type then i see my com nth de.
then SUDDENLY auto type.like ghost liddat -.-
damn freaky lah.
today was geog paper.damn hard cannnnnnn.
coz i like never study properly (:
talk talk talkkk on the phone niaaaa.then nth go in my brain.lol.
i don't even know if i can pass.tsk die lah.mom was like
"if you don pass you can say byebye to your hp,tv,com,BLAH BLAH."
and only geog.tsk.waaa then today she damn wat lah.
just bcoz all of her sisters' and frens' children take science I MUST DO WELL IN SCIENCE.
does that make any freaking sense to you??? it doesn't to me -.-
so wat if they take science? so wat if they score A1?
they cant even pass other subjects properly then you still wan talk so big.
compared to them i am wayyyy better. (have to bhb.don blame me.)
aiya forget it lahhh.no use arguing about something that will nva change.
finally,last paper.yes yes YESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS xDDDDDD
today went for sci remedial.oso no use.nva listen to him.
i and xinhui over there draw and draw.nono WRITE.hahahahas.
we write like so much of horny crap lahhh.then we there laughing like fuckkk.
then alot of people stare at us.lolllll.haiz i wan go study le.
byesssss :D

ps: call me (: but only after my mom leave.at 6.30.so call me at 6.45 (:

2008-05-04T00:20:00.000-07:00

hallo im back (: hahas.ytd was me and twinnie 1year2mnth anni.happy anni!! here's the prezzie :D

eeee so blur the pic -.- nvm lahh can see at the side there (:

hahas.so yea.oh ya.karthik ytd admitted hospital.today discharge.GET WELL SOOOON! (:

aiyo..so many ppl going hos.rita.now him.aiyoooooo.i almost nia *grins*

wa piang.so warmmmm.melting le.dammit.ytd eat sakae sushi...i kept on taking all the plates lahhhh.i was like oooo!! looks nice!!! take!!! then in the end we paid like $70 plus.HAHAHAHAH.

sorryyyyy :D then i wore this body-clutching top.purple colour.my fav top.then i wear skinnies and i wore my heelsss.then after we ate dinner my stomach was like so huge.so i was like literally holding my stomach and going home lahh.damn malu can T.T

today i woke up like at 1 plus.ytd took med then sleep.so wake up late.and drowsy.exam faster finishhhhhhhh.i wan go ndp.lol.some ppl dowan exam finish.*ahermmm*

i wan go see my primary school friends!!!!!!!!!!!! mummy confirm don allow lahh.

haiz.forget it.i gtg.mum nagginggggg. byes (:

2008-05-01T04:45:00.000-07:00

i don't know who i am anymore.
what i am, where i am..
i used to know, or at least pretended to.
i used to be the bubbly girl
who would walk around smiling.
i used to go with the flow,
feel the music go through my veins and
let the love overtake me.
but now..i've changed.
in many ways than one.
my mind, body, soul and heart was once mine.
now it's gone in the wind i once used to play in.
i wanna be me again.i wanna go back to the yesteryears
and find myself laughing whole heartily,
and not like an actress on a stage.
i wanna find myself believing in love once more,
and not looking at it like a game played by kids.
i wanna find myself having faith in dreams,
my dreams,not my parents', not my friends', but mine.
even now.my dad..how i wish he wasnt alive.
its my life! my exam! im the one taking it!
NOT YOU! ME, YOU DUMB FUCKTARD!
ME! AND IF FOR ONCE YOU COULD
JUST SEE HOW MUCH YOU DONT MATTER IN MY LIFE
I WOULD JUST APPRECIATE THAT.
HOPEFULLY,THEN, YOU WOULD HAVE ENOUGH SENSE
TO LEAVE.LEAVE.LEAVE THE HOUSE.LEAVE MY LIFE.

the only evidence i have that i am me,
kassandra.

2008-04-26T02:45:00.000-07:00

HALLO!!!!! IM BACK!!!!
hahas.
daddy pro lah~
he push push the wire then okay liao..
but we are forbidden to touch the modem.
lol.i won even look at the modem lah hoh.
LOL.anyways fri was eng exam.
alot of ppl never come leh!
erm..haziq, rita i think larry oso.
rita admitted in hospital.poor thing T.T
alot of people sick sia..
twinnie, me, ting ting, rachel, haziq, naviin, larry, rita
and many more.haiz.throat damn bloody pain can?!~
*cough, OW!* *sneeze, OW!* talk: *clear throat, talk, OW!*
freaking pain la!! then my fever go up then go down.
highest is about 38.1
then now is 37.4 liddat.
according to tanch there is a 'bug' going around.
ask her go catch lah. still talk so big sia..
okays i need go take medicine liao lah..byes (:

2008-03-18T00:46:00.000-07:00

damn bored can~
not going to school sucks.
hahas.shudnt have woken up so late.
wake up at 12 plus sum more.
LOL.pig.nono squid (:
but not my fault if i had a hangover rite..
can sleep now u noe.so damn tired.
but i never do anything.LOL.
true pig.haiz.
just did sum changes to my blog.
wondering if the dates are rite..
cried myself to sleep last night.
for the same bloody reason.
i think im just wasting my tears.
the reason doesnt deserve them lah.
but they just fall and fall.and they dont stop.
fucking sickening.
wanted to paste some lyrics again but too sian..
so i'll just go and emo some more.
byes.

P.S: is it the breaking season? soc mi gnillaf ni evol htiw uoy (:

2008-03-14T04:37:00.000-07:00

this is my story.

I don't think that passenger seat
Has ever looked this good to me
He tells me about his night
And I count the colors in his eyes

He'll never fall in love
He swears, as he runs his fingers through his hair
I'm laughing 'cause I hope he's wrong
And I don't think it ever crossed his mind
He tells a joke, I fake a smile
But I know all his favorite songs

And I could tell you
His favorite color's green
He loves to argue
Born on the seventeenth
His sister's beautiful
He has his father's eyes
And if you ask me if I love him
I'd lie

He looks around the room
Innocently overlooks the truth
Shouldn't a light go on
Doesn't he know that I've had him memorized for so long
And he sees everything black and white
Never let nobody see him cry
I don't let nobody see me wishin' he was mine

I could tell you
His favorite color's green
He loves to argue
Born on the seventeenth
His sister's beautiful
He has his father's eyes
And if you ask me if I love him
I'd lie

He stands there, then walks away
My God, if I could only say
I'm holding every breath for you

He'd never tell you
But he can play guitar
I think he can see through everything but my heart
First thought when I wake up is
My God, he's beautiful
So I put on my make-up
And pray for a miracle

Yes, I could tell you
His favorite color's green
And he loves to argue
Oh, and it kills me
His sister's beautiful
He has his father's eyes
And if you ask me if I love him...
if you ask me if I love him...
I'd lie

Taylor Swift- I'd Lie.

2008-03-10T02:01:00.000-07:00

hiies all!!

im back (:

as in im back in human form.

not emo-ing anymore (:

hahas atleast not for now.

and just because i was emo-ing for the past few days,

as you can see in my tagbox (<<<<),

karthik called me emo crap.

den i was lyk (on msn)

"if im emo crap u are emo prawn!"

and he called me emo squid.

den i kept calling him prawn and

he kept saying he wanted to be crap.

so finally being sick of the crap we've been toking abt,

i made a deal that was really good u noe (:

i said that if he let me call him emo prawn

he could call me emo squid.and he said ok xD

then i put the name rite to test.so i said,

me: "hi emo prawn"

him: "hi emo squid"

me: "u noe wat.both names sounds damn stupid!!"

him: "no! squid sounds more stupid!"

so i was lyk ok fine! i'll ask my mum!!

this was the conversation btw me and her:

me: "mum!! which sounds more stupid? squid or prawn?"

mum: "squid.duh."

me: "NOO! MUM! IM SQUID!! HE (pointing at the moniter) IS PRAWN!"

mum: "oh.u are squid? even more stupid."

i was bloody gobsmacked!! and the worst part was

i TOLD kathik about that conversation!

stupid hoh.but c'mon, im not called squid 4 nth (:
lols.hmms~

2moro rc peeps meeting up to do proposal. (no rings, relax)

stupid proposal.FUCKING sian can?!

but i don wan to actually HOLD it lahhh.

do proposal can ady.alot of work u noe..

haiz..ohk ya!! sec3s step up le xDDD

hmms~ all i can rmb is that

veron is chairperson and yvonne vice.

OHK YAAAA!!!! TODAY HAD AH THAM LESSON!!!!

bloody fucking funny lah!! sean was extra-ing, as usual.

den dono say wat shit lah, against sin hui.

den sin hui was lyk kp cb knn lahhh!!!

den sean dono say wat lah.den i and xh down der

listening to mp3 don care dem loh.

we guai guai do work wor!! (:

den suddenly hoh stupid ah tham say,

"fong xin hui.take out that earpiece.y got hearing problem izzit?"

den xh take out.i still listening.den sean extra say,

"wa!! xin hui got hearing problem ahk?! HAHAHA!"

den xh said, " ya i got hearing problem! ur problem?!"

LOL DAMN FUNNY LAH!!! den i help out here and der.

den evryone now fighting le. den ah tham extra say,

"evryone quiet! shh!" den girls shhh.sean EXTRA say "chee bai lah!!!"

den ah tham say "sean!! stand up! ask u shh don wan shh.stand!!"

den he stand.den i tink aaron lata oso toking.den tio stand.

den lyk 1/2hr lata, ah tham ask them sit.

den dey continue standing.den i see dem den i say (super loudly),

"ehk u noe ahk, cher ask the two boys sit down hoh but they still standing leh!

now who's got the hearing problem ahk?!" we all started laughing!!

den alicia sh and xh all high-5 me.den ah tham ask ting ting and sean go up do sum.

den both correct.den ah tham say "sean,ur handwriting lyk girl liddat."

den xin hui shout across the room " ya wat.he gay mah!!"

DEN SEAN SAID, "YA THX."

he said thx coz he was gay!!! my god!!! FUCKING STUPID CAN!~~~

den i and xh down der laughing lyk fuck liddat!!!

den lata i said to the girls," ok we say pai car at the count of three ok!"

"PAI CAR!!!" sean say huh? HUH?? wat they say?? HUH?

den i was lyk, " OHK PS.U GOT HEARING PROBLEM RITE! WE FORGOT!!"

LOLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLl.i laugh until i wan die.

poor sean.dono wat gender he is.unzip and see lahh.stupid.

okays now mummy hovering behind me.i tink she see all the bad words.LOL.

okok bye bye. (:

loves~

2008-03-08T06:56:00.000-08:00

as i was sitting in the corner
of the bus going home,
i thought of us and
if we could make it.
after a long thought, i realised
it was just another dream.
i did what i knew best.
i prayed.
i prayed to god to give a sign
that we could make it.
as i opened my eyes,
i noticed on the road
were two very seperate lines.
after a few metres,
they became closer and closer.
and finally they merged as one.
god answered my prayer.
now at least i know that
mu love isn't that hopeless.
but knowing you,
even god can't change
your will power.

2008-03-07T06:49:00.000-08:00

what is this i see?

what is this feeling i feel?

what is this new emptiness?

what is this new attention?

what is this extra concern?

why do i cry when you do?

why do i laugh when you do?

some tell me that this is love.

is it? because i don't think so.

i'm thinking its just the infactuation.

i'm feeling it for quite awhile now.

how long i don't know.

is someone also helping us?

this special someone might just be able to see

that little thing going in between us.

but is something even going on?!

i don't know.everytime i think about it

i feel like crying because you see me

but yet you don't.it looks as if

i cant live without you.

i have never felt like this before.

i'm scared.i really am.

because i feel so guilty.

and all i need right now is a hug

and those three words.

the three words that

i know will never touch

those lips of yours.

2008-03-06T19:35:00.000-08:00

im BAAAAAAAAACCCCCCCCCCCCCCCKKKKKKKKKK!!!!

miss me?? SAY YES OR DIE (:

lols i sot ady.CAMP ROCKS MY SOCKS MANNNN!!!

i wan go back.i dowan tok abt camp can?

damn fucking long lahh..

and the worst part is i MISS MY GROUP!!!

GROUP 10 ROCKS!!!!! xDD

CAMPFIRE!!! I WAN ENCORE!!! (encore! encore! encore!)

ytd i cum back no voice.den i tok my troat so damn pain lah.

den i cum back i tok to my marmiie until i can taste blood on my throat.

i faster take medicine.tis morning ok le.so can tok again (:

den so suay must clean toilet.BOYS TOILET SUM MORE.

because got ONE GROUP supposed to clean.

den they DOWAN.DEN WE SUAY SUAY CLEAN.

damn fucking disgusting can!~ T.T

den girls nva do anetin.hahas.all boy do.

den quite clean leh. super boys!! LOLS.

before camp my ring nice nice super shiny.

now lyk so old.inside not dat bad lah.

i wan get it engraved!!! nono not i, WE.haha.

im STILL sick u noe.den during camp was abit worse.

i had a terrible headache on the third day.

so bunked in dorm the whole day

with cherie, alicia and shirley (all correct spelling hoh?)

den i and cherie slp below mah.den outside our dorm

was grp 1&2.sitting directly outside chrie e bed was

karthik and one T9 guy.den we disiao them.

kanchiong oso.lols.

den dey repeat repeat all their cheer so wat lah!!

den cnt slp.den they repeat one of their cheer

den i shout diam lah!! cherie was lyk shaddup lah! so noisy!

lols! den later, long after dat, ANOTHER grp came -.-

nabil grp.den deir cheer so funny.is the banana cheer.

den they change it to rambutan.so its not yellow and long.

it was round and hairy!! HAHAHAHA.

if u didnt hear the rest of it and only until the round n hairy part

it would sound SUPER PERVERTIC.lols...

den i and cherie go bathe while the rest go milo pool.

den after we bathe i going in den nabil grp say:

"meet me tonite by the moonlight.meet me tonite all alone."

den nabil say to me,"ehk kassandra meet me ahk! to nite at my a-hut der."

den i say " u tink wat i nth beta do ahk." den cherie laugh laugh.

see her laugh i oso laugh.hahas.

ya lah i tink dats abt it.today got rc.wtf lah.

so fucking tired.haiz.go der do footdrill.haiyo.

but if we don withdraw tis year frm talentime den

today doing talentime i tink..see first lahh.

oh ya!! i cracked my ankle total 7 times during camp.

hahas.record manns.lols.

kkaes my post damn long ady.

gotta stop.byes!

2008-02-26T22:03:00.000-08:00

kpkb.
knn.kns.
fcuk u.
bastard.
asshole.
i download my problem rite?
u go extra delete 4 wat??
knn.if i addicted my problem rite??
if i stay on the com 4 the rest of MY life den
how is it gonna affect u??
if I AM DOING SOMETHING,
DON COME AND EXTRA.
because in the end, its MY LIFE and MY consequences.
you never EVER cared abt me last time, y now??
sometimes u juz make me think if im even related to you,
let alone be ur child.coz looking back at everytin u've done
for ur own selfish needs, it looks as if i have been
suffering the consequences.and you know what??
I AM.i don't know if you know, but i know what you did.
what you said.mum had been a little unlucky on child bearing,
but I COULD HAVE HAD ANOTHER SIBLING.
mum AGREED with adopting another child.but you? no.
and that was it.thats all you knew back then.
money expenditures, responsibility, etc.but what you didnt know
was the years and LIFE I HAVE TO GO THRU WITHOUT
HAVING SOMEONE BY MY SIDE! i noe i have cousins.
but how can i run to them when i have troubles or problems?
u will NEVER noe the lonliness i went thru ALL these years
because u had ur sister and brother.WAT ABT ME??
u nva cared rite?? when i looked back on my childhood,
i realise dat wat i wrote in my journal 4 lit was crap.
pure shitty crap." oh i had a WONDERFUL childhood."
wonderful; never in a million years.
juz glancing all thru the things and times u wer in my life,
there wasnt much dat was positive. more of negative..way more.
im 13. i still have quite a number of years before you are gone.
so please, make my life a better one.
then i wont make urs miserable.

ur "once upon a time" daughter,
kassandra.

P.S: i dont intend of carrying my surname when i grow up, FYI.

2008-02-24T03:47:00.000-08:00

how could you go

just when i needed you?

how could you have

watched me cry

but yet never

uttered a word

of console?

why are you

so close one day

and ignore me

on another?

how are you able

to just let go

of everything

we've been through,

good and bad?

how is it

possible for you

to ignore your feelings?

because everytime

i think about you,

my heart skips a beat

and i stammer

when i talk.

somehow, i know that

that also happens

when you think of me,

just not so obvious.

why are you not there

when i need you?

why can't we get

together and

start something new?

is it possible

for you to just

forget everything

and just lay here with me?

i hope i'm keeping

all this inside

properly,

because as much

as i want you to know

that i'm there for you,

i want to keep this all in

and not destroy

that little thing

we have between us.

hopefully that

little thing will grow

make you realise that

i was always there.

if only you could

see me now.

The Power Of Love.

2008-02-23T04:23:00.000-08:00

loving you was

my mistake,

my curse,

my love,

my fate,

yet if i never

loved you,

i could

have died,

without knowing

that there

was someone

who cared that

i lived.

hihihello.fucked up.

2008-02-22T21:34:00.000-08:00

fuck lah.
lost my hp.don tok abt it can.
wan cry sia.
chee bai lah.
whoeva take my hp if i found out who
confirm i slap deir faces mann.
CONFIRM.
kanina.chee bai.
sum more flag day.
den i go lost.
actually kena stolen but same tin lahh.
den i hold back my tears until
cannot tahan.den i tink my eyes went red.
den scally cannot hold back i cry in kfc.
but since i was sitting in the corner
so no one relli saw me lahh.
but damn fucked up lah.
i haven tell my daddy.
tell means i confirm cnt use com ady loh..
and sum more my marmiie don wan get me new hp.
nvm bahhs.i oso don wan.
but its juz dat i wont be able to sms anemore.
i scared lata i lose all my typing "fast" skills.
LOL.crap lah.
haiz okok shaddup.
don say anetin.sh.sh.
waa monday getting ct results mannn.
scared? me? nahh.
its juz that everytime i think about it i just want to faint.
i scared lata my daddy beat me.
im sec2.i shudnt get beating.
BUT I DESERVE IT.
my god so guai..
haiz..damn sad can..

all of us (me,xin hui, sing hui, shi jie, jeffery, vishnu,karthik, gayatri)
wer in the mrt to seng kang.to take mrt to kovan.
den gayatri ma'am ask me a qn damn funnny lah!!
the conversation went sumtin lyk tis:

gayatri ma'am: "so how kassandra? how's talentime?"
me: "erm ok lah.."
her: "ehk i ask u ahk..u don mind doing sexy dance??"
me (petrified): "erm..erm..ERM..ok ahk...can don do???"
her(not hearing the don do part) : "ok ahk...u don mind ahk..but wat if u have to dance wif a guy?? u don mind??"
me: "HUH??? no lah!!! no!!"
me (obviously freaked out,looking at xh) : "erm..ERM...ERMM..ok?? i tink?? but MUST do ahk??

her: "no lahh.not neccessary lah.but it might be one of the steps..juz might.."
me (still suffering frm shock) : "oh..ohhh.wa heng."

fuckin freaky lah!! i freaked out lyk hell at the qn!!
i was lyk omg omg omg!!!
but i noe it wont be one the steps lahh..
how can?! lol..k lahh..muz stop le..
bye bye..ohk yea..
tis is the song which we will be dancing to..damn nice..

OMFG!!!!!!!!

2008-02-08T00:29:00.000-08:00

YESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS
OOOOOOO YEAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!
finally!!! the fucking internet got prob but NOW!!
CAN WORK LE!!!! but i hope can work until sat.
don tell my dardiie.SHHH (:
i tink one nite my internet fuck my modem abit too hard.
den e lan jiao (one of the wires) too pain.
den cnt work.i tink now no more pain.GOOD.
u fuck too hard i suffer leh.tsk.
omg i tokin cock siaaa.
okok coz i too hapi le.wat else ahk...
nth much reli.juz lyk super bored lah.
den marmiie i tink don allow me go out loh.
coz i and xin hui go out alot of times le wor!!
wer we go ahk?? oh ya!!
we go toa payoh, dhoby ghaut, whitesands and kovan.
and i got my little miss tee le man!! little miss shy (:
me? shy? PEE AHK. budden we muz buy same mahh
so e rest don have 2.and not nice de.
and e only colour der was pink.me!! in pink!!
i look as if i am a walking torchlight!!!
den after kovan i go kfc buy dinner fo myself.
den e cashier kept on looking at my shirt.
she look and look!! she nva look at my face once!!
if i was der any longer, i wud have even given her my shirt lah -.-'''
ya i guess dats relli abt it..omg.
valentines is 6 days away..dammit.
so little ppl on9 sial..hahas.
kkaes marmiie nagging.muz off.zzzzzzzzzz
bb.TAG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! (:

2008-01-22T04:04:00.000-08:00

SCORPIO - THE VIRGIN(10/23-11/21)

Loves being in long relationships.

Likes to give a good fight for whatt hey want.

Extremely outgoing.

Loves to help people in times of need.

Bestkisser.

Good personality.

Stubborn.

A caring person.

ONE OF A KIND.

GorgeousSmile.

Not one to mess with.

Are the most attractive people on earth!

pure shit??

DEFINITELY.100% BULLSHIT.

this sort of bulletins can create problems u noe.

lyk getting sumone to be super egoistic.

but then again it mite have different consequences..

here's another one:

Never leave the one you [LOVE]

for the one you (LIKE)

because the one you LIKE will leave you

for the one they LOVE

the one you LIKE will give you goosebumps;

the one you LOVE will make you laugh

and send shivers down your spine.

When the one you LIKE cries,

you feel sorry for them;

but when the one you LOVE cries,

you cry for them.

True Love Doesnt Have A Happy Ending

BECAUSE True LOVE Never Ends.

THIS i totally agree with (:

hahas..missin *emos*..

LOL.anwaez mrs sundram cancel fdc sia.

wa piang.chee bai???

-.- dono wat say lahhhh

quite bored nowadays.

ohk ya, 2mnths n 2days n counting

aiming 4 5mnths single!! hahas.

syaza agrees wif me its fun being single..LOL.

it is.relli.u have to noe how to spend ur life

now dat e person is outta ur life.

"my boo" was my fav song 4 YEARS.lol.

as usual, here r e lyrics:

[Usher intro:]

There's always that one person

That will always have your heart

You never see it coming

Cause you're blinded from the start

Know that you're that one for me

It's clear for everyone to see

Ooh baby ooh you'll always be my boo

[Alicia intro:]

I don't know bout cha'll

But I know about us and uh

It's the only way

We know how to rock

I don't know bout cha'll

But I know about us and uh

It's the only way

We know how to rock

[Usher Verse:]

Do you remember girl

I was the one who gave you your first kiss

Cause I remember girl

I was the one who said put your lips like this

Even before all the fame and

People screaming your name

Girl I was there when you were my baby

[Chorus:]

[Usher:]

It started when we were younger

You were mine my boo

Now another brother's taken over

But its still in your eyes my boo

Even though we used to argue it's alright

I know we haven't seen each other

In awhile but you will always be my boo

[Alicia:]

I was in love with you when we were younger

You were mine my boo

And I see it from time to time

I still feel like my boo

And I can see it no matter

How I try to hide my boo

Even though there's another man who's in my life

You will always be my boo

[Alicia Verse:]

Yes I remember boy

Cause after we kissed

I could only think about your lips

Yes I remember boy

The moment I knew you were the one I could spend my life with

Even before all the fame

And people screaming your name

I was there and you were my baby

[Chorus:]

[Usher:]

It started when we were younger

You were mine my boo

Now another brother's taken over

But its still in your eyes my boo

Even though we used to argue it's alright

I know we haven't seen each other

In awhile but you will always be my boo

[Alicia:]

I was in love with you when we were younger

You were mine my boo

And I see it from time to time

I still feel like my boo

And I can see it no matter

How I try to hide my boo

Even though there's another man who's in my life

You will always be my boo

[Usher:]

My oh, My oh, My oh, My oh, My Boo

[Alicia:]

My oh, My oh, My oh, My oh, My Boo

[Chorus:]

[Usher:]

It started when we were younger

You were mine my boo

Now another brother's taken over

But its still in your eyes my boo

Even though we used to argue it's alright

I know we haven't seen each other

In awhile but you will always be my boo

[Alicia & Usher:]

I don't know bout cha'll

But I know about us and uh

It's the only way

We know how to rock

I don't know bout cha'll

But I know about us and uh

It's the only wayWe know how to rock

2008-01-17T01:58:00.000-08:00

i absolutely LOVE my blog.
i mean not bcoz i love my skin n stuff
but the fact dat my blog is here 4 me to spit out
all my feelings (inclusive of vulgarities.)
looking back at my posts, i realised i've changed ALOT.
lyk at the begging i was lyk super emo.
mentally and physically (duh.)
but now it looks as if more relaxed.
but sum ppl say i am a very stressed up gal.
lol.relli meh?? yea maybe at times.
but perfection is my genes mann.(n humor xDD)
and it seems lyk i've moved on frm my past.
i hope i have.
and sum of u noe i've written down stuff
on my table as table deco.and sum of it seemed emo-ish.
REALLY.mdm zurina read it.lyk evrytin.
we wer doing grp work n she was walking around.
den she saw my table (how cud she not??)
n started readin it.den she smiled to herself.
LAME??? i was lyk OMFGoodness.
but anewaez now dat i've erased it all away,
shaqilla,being an absolute darling,helped me decorate it.
and DAMN it looks nice.y shud see hers sia...
its covered with stuff.lyk der isnt ane space on it to even
write a letter ' i'.ok well maybe der is but u noe wat i mean.
while mine is covered wif my name n shaq's; her true love
syaza's is covered wif lyrics.one of it was frm
teardrops on my guitar.and BLOODY HELL,
the song sounds GREAT.i apparantly am humming the song to myself.
go listen to it.its nice..

Drew looks at me, I fake a smile so he won't see
That I want and I'm needing everything that we should be
I'll bet she's beautiful, that girl he talks about
And she's got everything that I have to live without

Drew talks to me, I laugh cause it's damn so funny
That I can't even see anyone when he's with me
He says he's so in love, he's finally got it right,
I wonder if he knows he's all I think about at night

[Chorus:]

He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
The only thing that keeps me wishing on a wishing star
He's the song in the car I keep singing, don't know why I do

Drew walks by me, can he tell that I can't breathe?
And there he goes, so perfectly,
The kind of flawless I wish I could be
She'd better hold him tight, give him all her love
Look in those beautiful eyes and know she's lucky cause

[Repeat Chorus]

So I drive home alone, as I turn out the light
I'll put his picture down and maybe
Get some sleep tonight
He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
The only one who's got enough of me to break my heart
He's the song in the car I keep singing, don't know why I do
He's the time taken up, but there's never enough
And he's all that I need to fall into..

Drew looks at me, I fake a smile so he won't see.

im growing old -.-

2008-01-09T07:03:00.000-08:00

omg

omg

omg

OMG
OMFGOODNESS.

wat happen???

why in the bloody hell do i keep thinking 2moro is fri?!

2day is wednesday!!

wat am i?! an idiot?!?!

SHEESH.

i so hate not going 2 sch.den u cant be reminded wat day it is...

T.T doing maths homework siaaaaaa.

tution hmwk sum more.

finish le den muz do tamil file cover page.

wa piang?don care start tamil 1st.if don do nice nice den die.

D I E.

sum more my calculator weak batt.i too guai liao.

use until liddat.

LOL.as if?? oh yea

i did 144bpm fm (:

but still not pro.still noob.

if hand stiff even worse.

syaza pro.den rach.den xinhui.den ting ting.den alicia.

n i cant chance!!!! 84 oso cnt sia....

n i cant 8k. lyk OMG lah.

see how noob i am???

now tokin abt audi ady i wan play db4.

100~120.LOL.

nowadays i cant chain.dono why.

sigh.juz sumtimes oni.

oh ya.u noe destiny rite??

he ask me cpl him.LOL

i say ok but we nva do cpl dance or club yet.

but he is a 2 timer.

he got clp in his main accnt.

den he ask me cpl his 2nd accnt.

tsk tsk tsk...lol

anewaez dardiie nagging.

gtg..

SICKKKK!!!!!!!!!! (:

2008-01-09T00:29:00.000-08:00

i didnt go to sch today ^^

hahas was sick all night

T.T marmiie say don go.

steady bom pi pi ahkk.. (:

haiz my friendster is lyk ermmmm DEAD.

comments!!! c'mon...don be evil..

send a comment!

anewaez i am lyk bloody scared

my bill will exceed $50 mann

and certain people (u noe hu u r)

juz sms me EVEN if i don reply..

T.T i am trying to save up here!

nbm nbm.

2moro cca carnival sia!!

gonna see the sec1s signing up 4 red cross.

LOL.cant imagine hu sial...

e whole batch are nerds u noe??

long skirt,long socks,no fringe.

*chill goes down spine*

and i have to be in full uni sia!!

juz because i in footdrill.

WA PIANG!! being in full u is embarrassing enuf...

infront of sec1s??

OMG.

*cries*

ewwww i dono y but i feel sick..

so i tink i will jus go puke ok..

cyas..

*pukes*

hies..

2008-01-05T03:48:00.001-08:00

yo people.i know you missed me.

yea yea like AS IF.

lol.anyway i'm posting and thats what matters.

lets see.wats so interesting about this week???

oh ya! u know ah i decorate my table already.

as in ON the table.

with pencil obviously.super nice can?? CAN~~

then ah so SUAY.

mr tang say cannot.WTF?!?!?!

so nbm.den he say i MUST wrap.so wrap loh.

BUTTTT!!!!!! i never rub away my drawing sia...die...LOL

but i think wen i take it out then can rub le lah...

now i design my PAPER wrapping.looks somthing like what i did on the table.

but not as nice.like shit liddat.

HAIZZZZ.

why do i suddenly realise that "why do i feel so sad" rocks?!

aiya...studying has made me backdated and slow on fashion.

and my spelling.oh god.im dead.

how can THAT happen??

i won class spelling bee mannns.

=.=

whatever.

oh yea!! got red cross.

it wasnt torturing.

it was DEMORALISING!!!

and i think im in cca carnival mann.together with xin hui.

omg lahh.in front of THOSE sec1s.

and this year's batch is like so..so..SO..nbm.

too pathetic liao.

c'mon our batch wasnt THAT bad okay?

but i think they juz need time to warm up lah...

like us...HAHA.

kkaes i want go to audi liao.bb.

p.s: whoa my typing has improved man.*happy*

cbk cbk CBK

2008-01-02T04:10:00.000-08:00

wtf! i playing com then only must call right?!

some more dardiie call den keep den call again den keep again.

FUCKED UP RITE??

then dardiie call ask me

dardiie: "what are u doing?"

me: "playing com"

"what?! y r u playing com?? sch open already right?! still wan play!"

" uh huh.."

"so wat did u do 2day? 1st day rite?"

(me thinking: "no. last day.")

"nth much.juz get 2 noe cher."

"dats it?? so e whole day u do dat oni??"

(me thinking: "if u wer cher den maybe ur class wud do dat lahh.")

"we also designed class tee and class flag and decided on class committee."

"ok.so are u chairperson again?"

(me thinking: "no! i don wanna be!)

"nope.i didnt wanna be."

"WAT?!?! y did u give e post 2 sum one else?? did u drop?? r u juz plain dumb??"

(my eyes watering)

"i wanted 2 give others a chance! i don want 2 handle e class again n again!"

"ok fine i don care.its ur life anewae.i cuming home ady.bye."

i juz dropped e phone.y do dey hav 2 expect so much from me??

y cant i juz do wat i can or wat i wan??

y do i have 2 do it deir way??

ya i noe i noe.dey noe wats best 4 me.

but I am e one gng through MY OWN life.

not dem.

so if dey cud shut up n juz listen 2 my NEEDS den maybe

i wudnt be so cold to dem.

my marmiie oso called me.

den she say

"y r u playing com? go study! wen dardiie cum home i wan u off com.ok i gtg.bb."

i was lyk wtf.didnt even let me say anetin.

she call she speak she put down.

wat i do?? hold phone.exercise arm muscles.

aiya..crying over tis kinda tins wont help.

especially wen dey don bother abt wat i want or even need.

psps nva blog..

2007-12-31T23:59:00.000-08:00

im back.sori i didnt blog for so long.busy thinking of wish list (trust me, it aint easy) and..hehe..(cant tell..)
i guess i have been better to my parents.i guess that kinda paid off.lots of money collected.
hahas.
oh yea HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!!
LOL.i so bo liao.i want to tell you my wish list!! wether u wanna know whats on it or not. (:

1. new school bag.my old one sucks.
2. for him to ask me out.god, why are boys SO CLUELESS these days.and no its not who you think it is. (:
3. freedom!!
4. new handphone. SERIOUSLY! I NEED A NEW ONE! (you guys better take the hint.)

that's about it. see im such a simple girl. (:
if crying just because i didnt get enough time on the computer is simple.
and a new handphone.
and being plain spoilt.
(:
but i mean c'mon.u cant stop a girl from being, well, a girl.
i love being me ^^. i am
-bratty
-spoilt
-stubborn
-sarcastic
-in need of love (:
-funny (i think..)
-defiant
-evil.

no one can be better at being me then me.my heavens, i just gave myself a self-esteem boost.
sheesh.i am WAY too perky.
that sort of happens when you spend too much time watching devil wears prada.
hehe.kkaes i gotta go dress up for church.
gtg.bb.

loves- xDD

its the 20th!!!!!!!!!!!!

2007-12-20T01:38:00.000-08:00

finally! its THE 20th!

i have been single for the past month!

muahahaha!

ok ok i geddit.its lame.

but hey, cant blame me..

im juz pure happy (:

anewaez things hasnt been going great

im stuck home doing x'mas decorations AND household chores

(which sucks. alot.)

and my mom juz called me a fucker.

NOW i know wer all my bad words cum from...

haha.

im kinda used to it.

but it hurts. definitely.

i have no idea but family problems are getting high now.

as in my family lah.

but c'mon.

ITS CHRISTMAS PEOPLE!

haiz. y shud i spill all tis here anewae?

im totally bored.i mean all i do chores.

complaining wont make it stop anewae.

ok i wanna go back to audi.

thx 4 reading.

hope i bored u to death.

bye (:

p.s: please tag xDD

...bored...

2007-12-09T21:36:00.000-08:00

omg.im bored.BORED.ME.i mean its lyk im nva bored...tis has 2 be major..anewaes i noe i haven been posting..i was buzy audi-ing..lvl 10 liao..wan chiong go freedom sia..so haighlights of tis week was project red cross love. MAN IT WAS FUCKIN FUN (: ....der wer all these kids frm various homes n dey wer partnered to us cadets.mine was an 8 yr old ng li ping..she is lyk super freakin cute can?? CAN~~!!!!!! actually she wasnt my partner lahhh.she was rita's.den rita ask me pin e name tag on her.once i stand up li ping hugged me n wudnt let go -.- n rita said i cud take her.thx rita (:

so im here rottin..xh on e line ask me go bunk.marmiie don allow.don ask oso noe say no loh... T.T .... nid go play audi hehex... bb..ohk ya, TAG!

eek!! so long nva post..muahaha!!

2007-11-19T02:52:00.000-08:00

haiz i m so fuckin sori dat i didnt post 4 sooo long..hehe..coz i was busy wif my frenster...i wan change my layout..not nice oredy..hehe..2day go 4 roller blading wif red cross!! fuckin fun sia!!!! but i fell down abt 8 times..not bad 4 a beginner okay! i n xin hui hold each other hand 4 support.den she drop i drop.i drop she drop.lol.den i got knee guard but i always fall on my back..so now i sit i cnt get up.i get up i cnt sit..AIYO!! den jeffery rite me n xin hui rent roller blades while shi jie karthik n sing hui rent bicycle...e girl guides was helpin me n xin hui so thx!! xDDDDD...i n xin hui wan buy drink so we went 2 e shop..on e other side de..den wen we go der most of e time we didnt roller blade.we crawl.LITERALLY.so funi..lol...once we wer dismissed we wen 2 mac O.O..fun sia!! laugh here n der..i was short on $$..how sad..den i n xin hui share $$..we all wer countin our $$ at e table.den i was lyk hu has $1 coin?? den karthik put his on e table.i take n gave him $1 all coins..HAHA! den he was so blur..n he said n i didnt say i wan change.i act blur.LOL.wen i go 2 e aunty 2 order i was lyk a regular customer.("2 large fries please.havin here.im not a member."*grins*..aunty: =.=''' power of 2.)..once she serve finish she said chilli n ketchup r at e side.she said it SO SO SO FUCKIN BLOODY FAST!!!!!!!!!! i tot she was tokin another language!!! i huh at her.den she said slowly "cheelii nnn kettchhupp rrr att thhee siiiddddee" wat does she tink i am?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?! p2??? =.=

lata we wer all sot all e way!!! but den i sent dem 2 e bus stop...w8 wif dem wor! lol..109 den 89..lol...k lah muz go..u noe hu naggin lah hoh!

yo yo yo yo!!!

2007-11-09T05:19:00.000-08:00

kkaes so im back 2 blog..wa seh i haven been bloggin huh..tsk tsk tsk...i wan blog long long 2day..okies so lately der has been alot of red cross trainings...fdc(aiyoyo) beach cleaning(fuckin fun lah!!) n one more tin: DER IS TRAINING ON MY BDAE.OMG.OMG.OMG.wa liao dat is lyk not fuckin fair lah!!!!! den its lyk evryone is bz on my bdae lah! my mom's workin..my dad's workin..i hv training..my bf has cca..my best fren is training wif me..wa liao..its lyk gonna b my 1st bdae alone..sad..no wonder dey say 13 is an unlucky number..it is indeed..T.T...

so as u noe i n xin hui go 2 kfc after evry training(we r gonna b fat sum dae)..n recently we have been makin veggies..literally..u can call dem "kfc-grown veggies"...haha..i don hav any fotos of it but wen i get dem i will post it here.. (: ...

i wanna tok abt 2day!! it was SO fun lah!..it wasnt lyk pick rubbish here der n evrywer..instead it was lyk juz here n der...n 4 once i actually tink dat e beach is CLEAN...no seriously it is..der was lyk 1 or 2 ciggartte butts here n der but other den dat der wasnt anetin unusual..except 4 tis tin dat was lyk EWWW..i pulled it..if xin hui or rita or karthik or jeffery or shi jie was here dey wud noe wat im tokin abt..IT WAS SIMPLY DISGUSTING!!! **pukes**....den lyk rita n xh n karthik was findin rubbish n i was simply lyk lookin out 4 crabs..haha...found alot u noe? all dead though..LOL...

aftter cleaning, we wer allowed 2 go play at e playground..it was SO FUCKIN FUN!! slides,swings,bruises,fear,laughs,screams..haha..it was definately fun...den der was tis swinging thingy..i wudnt call it a swing tis disc thingy den u sit on it n ppl push u n u swing here n der..i was so lyk not wantin 2 get on2 e tin lah! it was lyk so fuckin high..as in e seat..but in e end i went n it was lyk so.....FUN!..lol...den der was tis stopper thingy n if u wer gng at high speed e stopper wud stop u nu wud juz boinnnggg n fly back lah!! so lyk tis karthik n jeffery was lyk boing-ing here n der lah!...lol...but at e end of e day..i felt all of us knew each other beta... xDDD

okies so i actually wanted 2 post longer but looks lyk i have time constrain n dad-stress..T.T..hahas...kkaes loh need 2 go..tagg me kkaes??? loves ((((:

NB!!!!!!

2007-11-04T02:14:00.000-08:00

FUCKIN ASS LAH!!!!!!!!!!! HE CB SAY WAT FUCKIN SHIT LAH!!!!! MUMMY OSO NVA SAY ANETIN DEN U STILL SAY SAY SAY 4 WAT ?!?!?!?!?!? FUCK LAH!!!!! ASS!!!! DEN I SAY 6.15PM END COM DEN U SAY OK DEN END STORY DER LAH!!!! STILL MUZ SAY 'OII ONI HAVE 3 MINS MORE AHK!' "OI ONI HAVE 1 MIN MORE AHK!!'" 1 MIN DEN 1 MIN LAH!!! FUCK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! CHEE BAI LAH!!!!!!!!!!! TOK SHIT ONI!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I HATE U!!!! I USE COM 4 LYK 1HR ONI NAG LYK FUCK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I HATE YOU!!!!!!!!! U DON B HERE OSO BETA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! FUCK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

yo yo yo!!! LAW

2007-11-03T01:47:00.000-07:00

okies so im back...haiz haven been postin these days...so bz wif lvling up in audi..i lvl 4 liaoz... lol..den ahk den ahk!!! i beat lvl 11 n lvl 14 in 185bpm freestyle..YES!!! muahahaha..anewaez i got new record.perfect x4--142 bpm....hehes..i came so late on9 sial..coz i was helpin my mom do house work..haha!! i was cuttin veggies n trust me, THEY LOOKED LIKE BLOODY SHIT...well green shit 2 b exact...LOL!!! hahaha...yes ppl i manage 2 sneak a photo of it...i noe its lame..i mean c'mon its a pic of veggie!!! 4 e love of god!!!! PUH-LEEEEEEEAAASSSE...n speakin of veggies i definately HAVE 2 tell u sumtin... : xinhui n i r inventors!! f & b to b exact...i got e photo of "it" in my hp but my fuckin hp doesnt have a fuckin USB..oh man!! haiz...tried sendin it 2 my mom hp so i can usb it in2 e com but cnt...haiz...wtf lah!!!!! ass.......anewaez!! it was 1nov a few days ago.dat means it officially is 2mnths..oooooo..lol....anewaez im quite sick lah..so bb...

oooooohhhhhhooooohhhh...diao -.-'''

2007-11-01T02:45:00.000-07:00

aii seh...two months....*hapi hapi*..wa i didnt noe we cud last tis long..considering last time... we wer lyk wat? 3 wks? ya around der lah..now is lyk 2 months..wa seh...alicia n joey 4months++.. gratz 2 dem..love long..lol...me 2 months...gratz 2 me..love long..LOL...haiz...2moro got r.cross...im gng no matter wat..LOL...got competition worhh!! lol...oni got lyk 4 sec 1s lah..me xin hui karthik n vishnu..vishnu lyk boliao not in s'pore i tink...he go m'sia...sing hui tell me...haiz...here is a ''poem''..it was wat i came out with in middle of e nite..muahaha...n xin hui if u wan tis poem u can take it...

I Miss You.

Alot.

Be Here.

Please.

Cannot Beleive.

I Need You.

This Much.

Too Painful.

Too Be Alone.

im back...haiz

2007-10-30T02:41:00.000-07:00

okies so im back...haiya..i so sian sia...ohk ya!! u noe wat! i downlaoded audi! finally! lvl 2 wor...hehe..beat sin hui ok liao...i dono if i shud go download o2-jam folo wendy...hehe..wa seh i so long nva blog sial..haha..dono wat 2 blog..actually got alot of tins 2 blog but but but but i don bother blog haha....aiya i wan go back 2 audi....bb...

quizzy quiz..copy n paste if u wan

2007-10-24T05:29:00.000-07:00

here is my second posting, a quiz...:

O1. I HATE: bastards
O2. I MISS: my primary school frens
O3. I HEAR: rihanna hypnotized n my frens screaming abt audi =.=
O4. I LIKE: lotsa things..wat u wanna noe??
O5. I DANCE: street jazz 4 aesthetics
O6. I SING: rite now...
O7. I SHOULD: tok 2 my bf more often..
08. IM EITED: ehk???

what do you think of, when you see this name:
O1. DOUG: doughnuts
O2. JOHN: my dad
O3. KEN: live e dream..n him critizing victor tang

in the last few days, have you:
O1. CRIED?: well duh!! ytd...
O2. HELPED SOMEONE?: i dono i guess i did.. (dat juz means i did..im complimenting myself)
O3. GOTTEN ILL?: yes!! i am rite now..
O4. GONE TO THE CINEMA?: ya!! wif my mom -.-
O5. GONE OUT FOR DINNER?: ytd..eatin home 2day
O6. SAID "I LOVE YOU"?: yupz..2 ting ting...
O7. WRITTEN A REAL LETTER?: 2 hu?! my long lost sister?! well, ya! lyk as if!! (no, i didnt)
O8. WRITTEN IN A JOURNAL?: i'd rather blog :)
O9. HUGGED SOMEONE?: alicia..i tink

would you ever:
O1. EAT AN INSECT?: no bloody way! u wan me 2 die of food poisoning?????
O2. BUNGEE JUMP?: maybe..if i jump wif sumone i noe n love den we can die 2gether
O3. HANG GLIDE?: u wan me 2 die?? U WAN ME 2 DIE?!?! i don mind actually.
O4. KILL SOMEONE?: if i kill sumone i WILL get killed by my guilt..
O7. WALK ON HOT COALS?: hell no!! man u tryin 2 kill me or sumtin?????????????
O8. GO OUT TO EAT WITH A COMPLETE STRANGER?: ok...tis is lyk being asked if i wanted 2 fuck...well nopez 4 me...
1O. BE A VEGETARIAN?: i eat meat evryday..me n becoming a veg is so distant dat its not on earth
12. PURPOSELY HURT SOMEONE?: yes: bastard no.1 n 2.. no: aneone else
14. RUN A RED LIGHT?: i do dat lyk evry bloody time...
15. DYE YOUR HAIR BLUE?: if i dye my hair blue den wat u dye ur hair green?!?!
17. MAKE SOMEONE CRY?: if im feelin evil..which i m rite now..
19. STAY UP ALL THROUGH THE NIGHt?: duh!!!!

last person who:
O1. SLEPT ON THE SAME BED WITH YOU?: how e fuck m i supposed 2 remember???
O2. SAW YOU CRY?: my dear little handphone..HAHA!!
O3. YOU SAW CRY?: sin hui...how unlucky..
O5. WENT TO DINNER/LUNCH/BREAKFAST WITH?: xin hui....i tink...
O6. THAT CALLED YOU ON THE PHONE: xin hui n ting ting..i do conferences evrytime..im kinda e reason y my home phone bill is so fuckin high...
O7. THAT YOU CALLED ON THE PHONE?: shaqilla
O8. TEXT YOU?: luke :)
O9. MADE YOU LAUGH?: luke :)
1O . YOU HUGGED?: no one but im wishin i did 2 sumone...

do you prefer:
O1. FLOWERS OR CANDY?: candy...well duh!!! girls love sugar!!!
O2. GREY OR BLACK?: black!!
O3. COLOR OR BLACK&WHITE?: e century wer ppl see black n white tv shows r sooo over!! i juz happen 2 b part of e new century..so its obvious i wan colour...
O5. SUNRISE OR SUNSET?: sunset. it's romantic..i wudnt wan e sunrise coz i wud b too lazy 2 get up dat early...
O6. STAYING UP LATE OR WAKING UP EARLY?: i can't even get up at 1pm..wat do u tink?!

2007-10-24T04:48:00.000-07:00

im tired im hungry n i sprained my ankle..HOW PERFECT!!! i juz got up frm a 2 hr slp..e stupid couch bloody sucks lah!! fuck..almost broke my neck..im fuckin starvin n der's nth 2 eat..well, der is but it isn't exactly wat u wud call 'edible'...n top e fucks off i bloody sprained my bloody ankle..BLOODY HELL...i walk slower den an ah ma, more pathetic den i guy wif a crutches, n its more painful den wen shot in e brains..oh man tis sucks alot..aneone out der 2 comfort me??????????haiz..ok lah 4get it..lets see my marks if i can remember in e first place lah...:
eng: A2
maths: B4
science: B3 i tink
tamil: C6 (yes!!! i passed!!! n e first one 2 die of shock: mr anbu..HAHA!!!)
geog: B4 (lucky seh)
hist: a beautiful little E8 (yes yes i AM praising myself coz of a E8..well i hv 2!! i ""AM"" motivated)
art: B3 (oh man..dats bad)
dnt: B3 i tink
home econs: A2 (dats a shocker..considering dat i didnt burn e sch down or e cher 2 death)
literature: ummm i tink its B3, i tink i tink oni..

kkaes so dats my marks..lotz of i tink i tink rite..lol..k lah remember 2 tagg b4 u leave..thx!! bb...

my loves...

2007-10-23T04:50:00.000-07:00

I'm not the type to get my heart broken

I'm not the type to get upset and cry

Cause I never leave my heart open

Never hurts me to say goodbye

Relationships don't get deep to me

Never got the whole in love thing

And someone can say they love me truely

But at the time it didn't mean a thing

This time was different

Felt like, I was just a victim

And it cut me like a knife

When you walked out of my life

Now i'm, in this condition

And i've, got all the symptoms

Of a girl with a broken heart

But no matter what you'll never see me cry

Did it happen when we first kissed

Cause it's hurting me to let it go

Maybe cause we spent so much time

And I know that it's no more

I shoulda never let you hold me baby

Maybe why i'm sad to see us apart

I didn't give to you on purpose

Gotta figure out how you stole my heart

This time was different

Felt like, I was just a victim

And it cut me like a knife

When you walked out of my life

Now i'm, in this condition

And i've, got all the symptoms

Of a girl with a broken heart

But no matter what you'll never see me cry

How did I get here with you, i'll never knowI never meant to let it get so, personal

After all I tried to do, stay away from loving youI'm broken hearted, I can't let you know

And I won't let it show

You won't see me cry...

damn im angry...n it sucks 2 have flu...it really does

2007-10-23T03:12:00.000-07:00

so im angry at ALOT of tins n don wan 2 start abt it if not i will have a higher blood pressure den my dad..haiz..so im sick...bloody hell...wtf...wif flu sum more..juz makes me wanna cut my nose off..it wud make a big difference..haha....i don even noe wat 2 blog abt which is y i nva did 4 e past few.....days i tink...lol....my marks r pretty much ok..i mean it definitely follows e sayin (by us kids of cos) : "pass can oredy lahhh..die die muz pass but wat u get don bother de.."...lol...n u noe wat i pass my tamil n failed my hist...shocking!! tamil C6 hist E8.. HAHAS..haiya wtf lah eng got A2 i expected a A1 loh..lyk last time..WTF...droppin lyk hell..kkaes i wan go...go...go...do sumtin else lah...hahas..lol...k loh..bb..

2007-10-18T00:23:00.000-07:00

hi ppl...ok so sum may have read my previous post n thot is was emo..well it did turn out 'a little' emo-ier den i expected so, sori if i worried u..lol...anewae i did write alot of those emo shit thingys so um here is one of dem...n pls read e title b4 u do..although tis doesnt have one..

i loved you once

and you broke my heart that once

love comes only once and

it was you for me

destined to be.

Yet now you say you loved me all along

But too bad,

my love is long gone.

I wanna love you again

But i don't want

my heart breaking again

Right now, my love is for someone

And he will always be

my only one.

Never will you take my heart

Never will i allow you to have it

Because

i don't love you

i juz tot i had 2 say tis though it doesnt refer 2 aneone...

2007-10-17T07:14:00.000-07:00

wen i tink of e times we spent i knew both of us had enjoyed evry single moment of dat special bond..n i will always treasure it wif all my hart...but wat i wanted u 2 realise was dat i was gonna be der 4 u no matter wat..but it juz didnt occur 2 u dat i was lovin u...n tis hidden secret love was behind my character for a torturin 4 years n 8 mths...but one day wen it did occur 2 u...it was 2 late..i was gone..gone 2 another place 2 another's hart...n i will nva noe if i will evr go back 2 u..u had left 2 much of an impact n more importantly a deep deep scar..one dat will nva be healed by a drug or ur magical kiss...e fact dat u left me wif out sayin one tin has made it hard 4 me 2 evr trust u again..y did u have 2 hurt me so much wen i nva hurt u in all tis time..ur my true love, yes, but my real love is wif me now..n it isnt u...tears stream down my cheeks...tears of hurt love n hate...but u will nva see me cry or laugh...i won let u...don tink i will run in2 ur arms wen i see u coz i wont..if i do ur arms will be another set of knives dat will pierce thru my hart...pls juz leave me n don hurt me.....leave.

yo!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! shit i sot

2007-10-17T03:39:00.000-07:00

haiz so im back...n rottin at home...shit 2moro muz go perform..fuck laaaaahhhhhh...knn.i noe 2 many ppl n all those ppl oso wan see me dance..fuck..dey told me dey wanted 2..haiya..don torture me den see me lah...pls...i wan fake a broken ankle den come out but cannot..its 2 fake..lol..*sigh*...i bored..very bored...............kao lah i pass oni lyk 3 subs n failed e rest..i lame..i wan cry..k gtg bb

this cannot get any more boring

2007-10-13T23:27:00.000-07:00

hi ya'll..im back...n apperantly i juz found out my baby hair on my head is stickin out...don ask me y; it juz is...rite now i (as usual) m multi-taskin...readin book listenin music bloggin n helpin my sis suan her spammer..pathetic lah dat lame shit ass spammer..ppl tink its angeline but i juz don tink so..i mean while 99% says she is der juz dat 1% dat says she isnt n i do noe wat 2 beleive..anewae 4 now i will juz scold a person called "jame" who isnt aneone in particular..i tink...hu cares..aiyo!! now holiday so boring..i yawnin evry 3 mins...lame lahhxx...but i don wan slp..tsk..i wan...EAT!!! yes i wan eat!! haha..eat wat i dono i juz wan stuff myself..my mom say if i carry confirm i fat..aiya!! my papa wan use com...i use den oni he oso mus use rite?! haiz...k lah bb ya'll..

burp im full...

2007-10-12T07:14:00.001-07:00

so hi peeps..juz now i wen 2 swensens n ate...man am i full...i eat my pasta n take 2 pieces of pizza...dats y luke say i true pani (pig in tamil)..lol..anewaez i didnt tell my parents abt my maths..2 scared i guess...haiz..lol u noe sumtin..i n luke n karthik n hattan all got 23..LOL!!!! haha...cant beleive sia...waa seh 2day we have eng n lit n maths n hist..cher cher nva come 4 eng lit n hist...pro!! class had free period..lyk hell we play..hahax...den i lyk permanantly sit outside 2 watch 4 cher but no cher come so sum of us rape sin hui (OMFG AS I WAS TYPIN 'SIN HUI' SHE SIGNED IN!!!!!..SPEAK OF E DEVIL..OR SHUD I SAY 'SPEAK OF E BITCH')..k lah i blog till sian..i wan go liao..bb...

i sian terok terok liao...

2007-10-11T01:38:00.000-07:00

wa seh...2day ahk...suay sian sucks...lol...got marks 4 tamil bio n chem..i pass all but all border border kind..so 1 or 2 marks i fail..but wat matters is dat i pass (bullshit)..i need 2 pass eng n 3 other subs 2 go express nxt yr..so i pass tamil n sci..now i need my eng n lit 2 pass..shud be able 2 lah...den still got hist n geog n maths...hist confirm fail maths confirm fail geog i don wan 2 noe n don wan 2 tink...haiz..i very sad liao luhhs..wa piang all so low..i relli scared u noe?!?!? don noe lah..lol..haiz mr raj oso extra scold scold scold oni..bloody hell..den i cry den joey n josef see...shit!!..hahas..den i tink josef go tell luke...lol...den he ask me..den i say ya...den blah blah (hehe not tellin)...den here now bloggin...sian lyk shit luhhs...gtg sia bb..

i m alive...suprisingly

2007-10-10T01:20:00.000-07:00

ok so umm ya..my title says it all...hehe..man i cannot stand tis ane more..im 2 bored..sumone ask me out pls..but obviously weder my mom will allow or not..haha..haiz sian sian..kkaes so its a new record: 1hr 12 mins...muahahahaha!! lol...so i got another batch of hmwk 2 do..tamil again...no sch so bloody fuckin borin , so i decided 2 stuff myself wif ice cream...hehe,,yes yes ppl its e CHOCOLATE CHIP WIF EXTRA FUDGE COOKIES N EXTRA CHOCOLATEY ice cream...MUAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!!!!! lols......no exam but got results...waliao..ohk ya pass e msg around 2 brin ur class tee 4 2moro...aiya don wan class photo lahh...so..so...paiseh lah...ok lah i tink i blog enuf liao...bb

im back

2007-10-09T04:20:00.000-07:00

k so i m back frm well juz now...haha..anewaez..WAA I WASH MY SHOE UNTIL NECK CRAMP SHOULDER CRAMP N ALL OVER CRAMP AHK!!! y?? y izzit u ask?? well..coz i was tokin 2 SUMONE on e phone..den i washin n tokin (n askin myself y i so suay) until mom call..she call home twice den i say call my hp de...haiz..sian sian..i don wan study after exam!! waliao...other ppl play audi go out take neoprint blah blah but me...study...sad case de lah..sum more tamil!! even more chialat...haiz k muz go study de lah...bb..n if i die frm studyin u wud noe coz i wudnt b bloggin 2moro... =.='''

yesssss!!

2007-10-08T23:05:00.000-07:00

yes!!!!!! finally exam over!!! muhahahahah!!!! k k sot liao..haha..2day me n xinhui bloody sot durin recess...laugh at a joke,dats fine but den i will still laugh even wen xin hui stop longLONG time ago leh...den xin hui said "sot liao tis one..", pointin at me...den she not laughin at first but den see me laughin lyk retard she oso start laughing...den rach until e end oso nva laugh lyk sot lyk us...haha...den i ACCIDENTLY go pull out e "hair" of her pink sotong... den she beat me..haha!! den she use e minitoon scotchtape (don tell me u don noe wat it looks lyk..dat only means u don have a social life..) go n stick back e hair...lol !!! den i help her make e hair stick upwards...it looked bloody cute!! haha!!! den lata sin hui came sit with us...oni for 5 secs luckly..haha...den rach bring e hair tin down..den i say "ponytail ahk?!" den we started laughin again..LOL!! den xin hui n i wan go back 2 class den we stand up liaoz den rach haven mah..i beat (lightly) on her back den she say "no nid beat me rite?!" den i say "neeeeed"den beat again..den she say oi! den beat me..beat me until i fall onto e wall sia...lucky got wall if not i fall onto e table liaoz...LOL...exam 2day was ok lah..don wan say anetin...den got one qn ask us wat is tis leaf called?? (e qn gave e leaf wif e green part in e centre wif e white part around e edges..) den i see e qn i blur!! den i say 2 myself "if u don call tis shit a leaf den wat u call tis?!?!?!.den i put "dead leaf".lata i found out dat was called a variegated leaf. wa piang.. gina pro tell us..after e exam of cos...haha...lata i n tings go cp..waaa cp was terrible!! i don wanna tok abt it lah..kkaes anewae i feel sick so im gonna stop here k..bb =)

yo!!

2007-10-07T20:59:00.000-07:00

kkaes so today was hist paper...didnt have any confidence in it even after so much support n encouragement from ppl (n scoldings frm my dad)...haiz i don wan 2 let these ppl down u noe..n my papa say if i fail hist (which i m most likely 2), i will not have a com a mp3 n no way m i allowed 2 go 2 compass...so now its lyk compass =scolding..but afetr hist marks: compass =chopping...haiz juz tink..i oredy cnt go compass, wat do u tink will happen 2 me if i ask 4 dat bag IN compass??? no i mean relli look at it..here's e breakdown: ask 4 bag= scolding, go 2 compass= beating, buy e bag= beating, come back home late= beating n scolding...dat means altogether =2(scolding)+3(beating)= 5 times die...haiz..gosh i sure m one suay kid huh...y juz y didnt my bro live?? oh shit..i juz leaked out my secret..oh ok fine i'll juz tell u..wen i was 3 i was supposed 2 have a younger bro but my mom had a miscarriage so e baby(my bro 2 be exact), didnt live..so yup..dats kinda bout it..his name was supposed 2 be darren..yes i noe i noe alot of boys r named darren...but my "bro" is definitely not sin hui's ex..if he was i tell u i will pity him for LIFE..man i mean being with her in one class sucks alot juz imagine being her stead?? *tinks 2 self, throws up, tinks again, falls off chair due 2 dizziness*...god dat is BAD...i don exactly care if she's gonna come her or not but u noe wat? tis is my bloody blog n if SHE doesnt lyk wat she sees,well 2 bad!! coz im oni relating wat i feel n noe abt her...n mind u i m not e oni one sayin bad tins abt her...u can say dat e rest of e class will probably join me...oh man i feel bad..i mean i guess im havin a bad day so here i m lettin off my steam,but hey not my fault,indirectly dat is...anewaes...i tink i 've said enuf, or too much mayb, so im gng..juz remember 2 tagg me kkaes....=P

waa piang

2007-10-06T01:12:00.000-07:00

tsk..my papa come back home first tin do is scold me... "y r u in e com?! exam period oso wan 2 be in e com..u oni have 2 days 2 exam still wan 2 play..." COME ON LAHHH IM ONI GNG 2 PLAY FOR ONE FUCKED UP BLOODY HOUR!! DAT ONE OSO GOT PROB AHK!!!LATA IM GONNA STUDY for 5 TO 6 HOURS DAT ONE OSO SAY "y u studyin so short hours?? no..i wan u study longer.." after bloody 8 hours of my butt being glued onto e shit ass chair, i wake up frm my seat n walk out...den my dad ask "study oredy or not??" wa piang!!! study 4 bloody fucked up 8 hours still can ask me weder i study..U R BLOODY RITE I STUDIED...hell shit ass lahhh...sian lahh...i wan 2 go liao...bb....

changed

2007-10-03T02:52:00.000-07:00

kkaes, so i've changed my skin yet one more time...not my fault if der is sooo many nice skins out der...2day tamil...one word 2 describe e whole day:crappy.yup dats one heck of word.. lol..man dat guy juz CANNOT shut up,can he?!? oh no,he cant! y?? cozzz he keeps callin some ass hu doesnt seem 2 be answerin him...DURIN E EXAM MIND YOU...hell it was sittin at e back...haiz..kkaes..gotta go study..bb..

2007-10-02T01:30:00.000-07:00

okies so 2day was geog n eng paper 2...geog was sad...real sad...i see e waterfall shit n plunge pool crap i blur sia! den no choice juz writ ewat i can remember..haiz..i dono if i can pass leh...but me ting syaza n shaq all promise each other dat if we fail we fail 2gether..power of sistership!! lol...anewaes...waaaa 2day break record sia...tok 2 him for 43mins leh!! waa piang...most was oni lyk wat 12 mins...ytd 1st mth...*hapi hapi,smile 2 self,realise dat self is lame*..shit 2moro tamil exam..die lahhxx..confirm fail...aiyo anbu confirm nag nag..i hope i not oni one failing...no need wori still got poorathy (right spellin rite??),papuke (nicholas i mean..his hair is shaped lyk a chicken's,so we call him papuke..), n lavindran...haiz lets fail together!! haha lol...kkaes gtg..try cont next time..bb..

omg

2007-09-30T22:09:00.001-07:00

ok so its monday..eng paper 1 n physics..eng..hmmm eng..ok im gonna spill it..750 for my compo n 3 1/4 pages 4 my letter..tsk tsk tsk..die lah..i write so much..tsk..den for physics ahk...oookkkkaaaayyyyy lah..coz some qn dono ah..but overall i damn scared leh!!!!!!!! den i n ting ting communicate sia during exam...use calculator...LOL!!!...oni gina n su hui saw...hope no one else saw..lol...den lata wen comin home i take bus wif tings..on e bus met haziq...so we sit wif him...den opposite us got 3 kids,one boy n 2 girls lah...den dey wer makin e bus quite noisy..den dey wer practicing how 2 spell tuesday...i tell u i n tf n haziq wer laughin lyk hell!! lol...den dey donohow 2 spell wednsday...tsk tsk...n dey wer wat?? K2?? serious ehk...tsk tsk...haha...2day 1 oct worhhxx...lol..w8 4 tis day more den aneone...=)..k muz go liao...bb....

stress..

2007-09-30T00:54:00.000-07:00

haiz...another stress-filled day...ytd papa force me study frm 8pm to 2am...den at abt 1.30 cut myself 73 times...+ last times cuts altoghther 96. ytd while cuttin i feel as if i playin violin sia! LOL!!! but now cnt see e scars lah...oni one or 2...i cut too lightly i guess...haiz...he ask if i crazy..i noe i promised u but i didnt have ane other way 2 get relief..im sori..n anewae i was MADE to break my promise last time...6 hrs straight...i wan die sia...2day mayb at 4.30 i go study...dono until wat time...i tell my parents abt my lit marks, all 3 tests: 37/40, 40/40, 43/45.my mommy say lata papa will bring me 2 kfc 4 treat n she gimme $ go buy cd...yesssssss...LOL.....now got 72 songs in my mp3...aiming 4 100....nth 2 say sia...my days r gettin more n more boring by e SECOND...haiz...ppl out der, DON SLACK LAH...GO STUDY..lol...relli lah..i don wan 1e4 ppl 2 go other classes leh...tsk..k lah gtg...bb

2007-09-26T08:56:00.000-07:00

i pro liao...i study for 3 hrs 20 mins straight..haha..guai kia...oni tink can say is dat i become pa chiao from 2 many words lah..lol...haiz...wa liao i don wan tok abt it lah...i don tink ane one actually noes abt it but xh soon gonna noe 2moro liao...and anewaes i nva go sch 2day..i cant even sit straight how u expect me walk?!?!? wa liao my stomach, calf, thigh all kena cramp sia!! haiz cannot walk..walk oso walk as if i penguin...kanasai dono how 2 moro?..die lah..i go 2 doc oso ask me if i need cast or not..haiz sad lah i...all bcoz of mr raj..y u may ask...coz he make me run my 2.4 lyk HELL!! he say "don run behind me...don run infront of me.." den run wer?! on ur head ahk...kanina...den i pass 17.20secs...lols..morning fail by one min...19.20..now pass by one min...LOL!!! haha..my mummy oso say haiz dono how u gonna run next year cross country...i say aiyo mummy..muz understand..i red cross..no need run coz i will probably be at one of e first aid stations...i hope i will be der..wonder if xin hui n karthik oso tinkin same...haha of cos dey will..u tell me hu wan run 4.8 ?!?!?!?!? lol..rather save a guy frm faintin den 2 be e guy who IS faintin rite...lol...waa i bloggin wen evryone slpin hoh...haiz...y i so late come i oso dono..kkaes..mummy n papa shout liao..if i don stop now dey wont shout dey pluck my head out...bb

2007-09-19T00:35:00.000-07:00

huh 2day ahk..ok lah nth much de loh..actually past few days quite borin loh...oni tin on mon i nva go sch coz i go camp durin e wkend loh..oh ya i nva tell u guys abt my camp hoh..nvm tell u now loh...

DAY 1 (14/09/07):
me n ellen w8ing 4 1e3 sing hui 2 come n meet us so all of us can go 2gether.den until late late oso nva come..sad lah..al2gether i call her 34 times ehk..NOT ONCE DID SHE PICK UP LEH NOT ONCE..-.-....den i n ellen don care leace wifout her loh no choice de loh..den we scared we w8 4 her den we late...but 'scally' we wer e 1st loh...lol...den w8 w8..den e rest came...wa pai seh sia i oni sec 1 der u noe!! den dey ask how old r u?? u look short..den i say..well im short coz im sec 1..den dey say..haha very funi..but seriously how old r u??den dey see im not laughin at deir fucked up joke..den dey r lyk..HUH!?!?! U SERIOUS AHK?!?!..den i tink 2 myself..do i look lyk im jokin..lame shit lah dey..den ellen big mouth..keep on sayin 2 evry single soul der SHE IS SEC 1 U NOE SEC 1 EHK..n im lyk oh shuttup(combination of "shut" n "up")...durin lessons we learned how 2 pitch tents called bashas..den i was lyk oh cool..nxt time if i get stranded i noe how 2 build a tent...we wer each given a partner..mine was abigail...lata dey briefed us on wer is wat n dat kinda tins lah..den lata dey told us dat der was bunk beds! man we wer so hapi..so tis was wat e sir told us.."ok so um der is bunk beds 4 u all 2 slp..(students:yesssssss!!!!) but u will b slpin in ur tents..(fucked up silence, me gng 2 drop off my chair)" n so we did slp in it..n trust me U DO NOT WAN 2 SLP IN A FUCKED UP TENT WIF INSECTS ALL AROUND U...well we werent exactly slpin on grass we had tis tin called ground sheet so it was ok lah..cold sia!! den wen i was juz abt 2 slp, i felt lyk i was stranded..lol..

DAY 2 (14/09/07):
2dae ahk nth much lah juz dat we cooked our own food usin bruning leaves dat kinda tin loh..fun sia!! den evry body say i cook e food damn nice..lol..i wan laugh coz dey nva see my 1st bread dat i cooked over fire..e tin chow ta(burnt) until drop into e fire loh...LOL!! haha...lata got campfire...waaaaaaaaaa I SO HIGH!!! until VI ask me cool down sia..so malu..lol..den canot slp coz 2 high...lol...i tink dats it loh...

DAY 3 (16/09/07):
2day go camping..nth much..oni tin my bag very chialat de le loh...haha..den i leader of e grp sia...coz i goldie den my members all silverie so i mus lead..ok loh...lead lohh..oh ya..den got tis silverie hoh look lyk 1n6 nicholas leh..haha i see him i laUGH SIA...LOL...DEN I COME BACK HOME...WAAA 1ST TIN I DO HOH IS 2 SLP ON E COUCH.....lol...ok loh i tink dats abt it de...if i remember anetin i tell u guys in e nxt post kk...bb

p.s: oh ya 4 two nite combine i oni slp for 3 1/2 hrs sia...-.-

1e4!!! here!! LOOK HERE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2007-09-08T06:01:00.000-07:00

okie so 1e4 ppl...i finally have ur attention other den in class...okie..so as i have been tryin 2 ask many ppl...i was kind of wonderin whether u guys wanted a class blog as wat dearest ting ting suggested..i figured tis wud b a place other den in class 2 express ourselves (waa chim sia..) n also if u wan let ms guo noe abt tis blog of ours...so ya...leave ur views comments or suggestions in my tag box..if majority says yes ppl wud b appointed 2 maintain e blog...n umm wen i say appoint ppl, i wan PRO PRO ppl 2 maintain our bloggy..so yup dats it..tink n tag abt it k...thx...

whoa

2007-09-07T05:32:00.000-07:00

ok so iim here 2 blog agaiin....2dae iie wen out wiif my dearest siista tiing tiing 2 whiitesands...n we found out dat SUM ppl quiite pa chiiao siia...lol...but iie noe dey won come here but hu cares? den took neopriint..fuckiin niice lohhxx...so sadiie xiin huii nva come iif not all of us can take neo priint 2gether...bt nvm lahhxx...haiiz...wow iim fuckiin shocked siia..n iie cant beleiive she cud actually do sumtiin as dariin liike dat lohhxx..oni mii n miie stead will noe wat shit iie tokiin lohhxx..lol..she comes here but she wont liike noe dat iim tokiin abt her lohhxx..lol..dats CLUELESS...lol...haiiya..waa miie typiin change alot derhh lohhxx...n dha worse part is...miie mom hates tiis kiinda typiin derhh lohhxx...lol...don cariie don cariie...lol...k lohhxx..i siian niia lahhxx..iie wan go niia...bb..=)

hey ppl!

2007-09-04T22:07:00.000-07:00

hi ya'll..sori all of my posts r sooo short lately..i guess its juz dat i juz so sian den get emo but i didnt cut lah..i don cut anemore coz of a promise, a promise 2 sum1...so ya..anewae yesterdae i wen 2 my cuz bdae..she turned 17..it was a small event laahh..oni e 2 sisters (my mom n my aunt) wer invited..den blah blah blah den i stared CRAVING for tis hp..i noe its an old model but hey..K610i...i noe it old i noe its lame...but c'mon ITS BETA DEN MINE...i wud do any tin 2 get a beta hp sia...but if u ask mii 2 give u my tory hayden collection i wud definately kill u 1st lah...its my prized collection...haiya so sad sia i cannot download audi...my com keep on sayin time out time out...kanasai wat time out?!?! kit kat bar izzit?!?! kanina...but maple worst..will crap my com up sia...chee bai...but anewae if my blog is bcomin borin juz tell mii k? shit my coke spill on my hp...nvm if it bcomes sot den can change..haha..okie lah mus go niia..bb...=)

yo long time no post post....

2007-09-02T23:29:00.000-07:00

waaa now my fav song is rehab frm rihanna..she absolutly fabulous!! okie lah no nid so chim chim words here...these few days i quite high...frm sept 1st, 7pm sharp to b exact...lol...those hu noe shut up...those hu don...too bad...=)..but aneway...sori abt not postin 4 soooooooo long hoh...k loh gtg niia...bb..=)

yo ya'll

2007-08-28T22:41:00.000-07:00

yo yo...haiz waaa so hapi stay home sia...bt still muz study sian lah..dey will nva let us go...haiz...ehk i got nth 2 say....juz dat juz now do multi party tok in msn...so funi sia...lol...laugh my head off...lol..plus mii 5 ppl sia..waa kena virus very troublesome sia...send ppl stuff dono wat shit...sad case lah...pathetic lah...mus go le..bb...

haiz....

2007-08-28T02:14:00.000-07:00

fuck u lah!! go send mii wat shit now kena virus...FUCK U LAH!!! haiz now wan cry nia... canot live wif out com u noe...k now 2 u noe hu lah....u noe i will say no..u noe Y i will say no...i guess all we can do now is wait...wait till its a better situation..im not sure till wen...3 days? 3 months? 3 years? i don noe..let's be patient..time brings e better...might be a better situation, might be dat i accept, it jus might be...so, let's wait...im sori if i've said anetin dats broken ur hart...

yox....

2007-08-27T03:27:00.000-07:00

hi evry1!! sori canot come 4 sooo long coz nt allowed...haiz...waaaa today damn fun sia!!! got party 4 ting ting girl girl...hapi b'day hoh!! waa shorter den mii bt still older den mii hoh...pro lah u...u lucky 2 get frens lyk shi jie muz treasure dem k?? now back 2 dat sum1...u noe im scared...u noe i will sae no...yet its amazing how u still can hope after all dat has happened btw us...dats wat i admire most...i don wanna take any risks...u noe me...im sori.

hey hey

2007-08-24T20:05:00.000-07:00

hi ya'll.sori nva blog de..i on com wifout mom knowing.lol i pro.bt den mi very sad coz i nva go sch n collect mii results of ct..sial..fucked up..so sad..haiya i damn e scared mummy suddenly wake up sia.haiz haiz..so let mii noe all ur results k?? den i tell u mine on mon...lol asif u will tell mii...haha..k gd mummy still sleeping de...haiz waliao i cant beleive got such tins in sch sia lyk spar n dono wat shit...say spar remind mii of SPA...waaa so relax..hiaz...aiyo sot nia...k lah muz go le...bb :)

i shocked sia....

2007-08-22T04:06:00.000-07:00

wow i nva expected him 2 say my name in his blog seh...bt one dat IS true is dat siva is a fuckin chee bai kanina bastard go tell me shit 4 wat????? haiya those hu visit my blog confirm damn bored coz i keep on scoldin dat ass bt u noe wat..i hv nth else 2 tok abt le dats y...LOL...aiyo now i fuckin sot coz i laughin at my own joke..lame lah i...k lah bb....

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hey ppl!

yo long time no post post....

yo ya'll

haiz....

yox....

hey hey

i shocked sia....

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