Heal My Love
Saturday, August 1, 2009 3:51 AM /
to topi remember telling friends or friends telling me, " its gonna be okay. really! dont care him lah! im here for you (: "
but looking back, that whole sentence is a lie. Its never truly gonna be okay, never. Wounds untreated leave scars, and scars are permanent. The day you can face the trauma in its face and overcome the unbearable pain is the day you are truly okay. The day you look that person in the eye and say "im so over you, bitch." with all the sincerity you have, thats the day a new phase starts. But how do you tell someone that the only way to end this torture is to push its limit to the max, till that very limit breaks and you walk out of the battle, nothing less than a hero(ine)? You cant go up to a person and say "PUSH THAT LIMIT!" and walk away. At the end of the day, i guess, it all boils down to the simple fact that if you keep crying, then its never gonna end, only you can decide when you want to end your torture. Trust me, experience speaks for itself here (:
*switches personality*
HELLO (:
okay first things first : im hungry, on the brink of starvation! food, anyone? :D
today's 1aug! WOOTS! Happy 60th Anniversary SRC! had a fun time at big splash.
even though i honestly dont see the point of teaching CPR to 6 year olds because they will never know the meaning of defibillaration or something of that sort in the many years to come,
i had fun (: not just with the kids, actually, but with my juniors too.. hahas (: im so tired, i slept while waiting for my facebook page to load, and it doesnt take that long, really! haas. just finished my service project for church, yay~ but i love the kids too much so will be going back and continuing for the rest of the year. planning to take p3 next year, mainly cos i wanna do holy confirmation for them, AHAHA. havent got back my phone, i miss it so much im literally crying can! (fyi, im exaggerating.) dad's asking me to get off the com, dammit. i don want to ): i don see any other source of comfort. unless he's willing to watch order of the phoenix with me, and the chances for that are like one in a billion. im guessing im behind hmwk, and its probably right anyway. okay gotta go, dad appeared from nowhere!
bye! tag yah? :D
