Never knew.
Tuesday, December 30, 2008 5:57 AM /
to topLaughs and crys
fun and pain
joy and sadness
shock and calmness
plays and fights
united and divided
i never knew it would end so fast, if not even end.
two years was enough to feel pain greater than monsoon tidal waves hitting rocks.
we came in seperated, different schools, different backgrounds.
but we became one, same goal, same class.
and now, same empty feeling.
in 3 days, we seperate for the last time.
whether same class or not, what we had cannot be rekindled now.
if only time could be merciful and rewind towards those moments.
GAH. im missing them ): nvm shall stay happy. i have less than 2 hours to pass up my proposal and here i am blogging. tsk tsk. bad me. mom has been so nice to let me dye my hair back to my original hair colour on new year's day. muahaha. cos i have a lunch on that day. and it would be a pity if i went there with black hair. moreover daniel (that arsehole) would be there. not that i would care but his mom said she wanted to see me ("kassandra~! wow its been ages since i saw you! i want to see you!" i was like "whuuut".) so yeah. but when i dye it back, im sooo gonna miss my GOLDEN BROWN hair ): kays must do proposal. byes for now :D
p.s.: i din really expect it. dont expect me to be what i was last time, naive. once bitten, twice shy. but i guess you've let bygones be bygones huh? new name, new you, new everything. but then again, maybe i never knew you. i wont be what you want me to be. i'll just be who i am. lets see if you accept it. cos if you don't, i don really care.
