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Kassandra :D
Kassandra is 15 this year.
She said something about 14 nov being special.
She loves donuts, chocolate, cream and you.
Terribly addicted to music too.
Single and loving it
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i don't know who i am anymore.
what i am, where i am..
i used to know, or at least pretended to.
i used to be the bubbly girl
who would walk around smiling.
i used to go with the flow,
feel the music go through my veins and
let the love overtake me.
but now..i've changed.
in many ways than one.
my mind, body, soul and heart was once mine.
now it's gone in the wind i once used to play in.
i wanna be me again.i wanna go back to the yesteryears
and find myself laughing whole heartily,
and not like an actress on a stage.
i wanna find myself believing in love once more,
and not looking at it like a game played by kids.
i wanna find myself having faith in dreams,
my dreams,not my parents', not my friends', but mine.
even now.my dad..how i wish he wasnt alive.
its my life! my exam! im the one taking it!
NOT YOU! ME, YOU DUMB FUCKTARD!
ME! AND IF FOR ONCE YOU COULD
JUST SEE HOW MUCH YOU DONT MATTER IN MY LIFE
I WOULD JUST APPRECIATE THAT.
HOPEFULLY,THEN, YOU WOULD HAVE ENOUGH SENSE
TO LEAVE.LEAVE.LEAVE THE HOUSE.LEAVE MY LIFE.


the only evidence i have that i am me,
kassandra.

Adam ; Pig :D
Alicia ; Sister :D
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Joleen
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Lee Sheen
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Martin
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Rachel
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Shauna
Shavidya
Sheila
ShiJie ; Nephew :D
Sinhui ; Freaking Slut :D
Skrcy
TingFang ; Shawty :D
Uka ; My Dearest :D
Xinhui ; Twinnie :D
Yani
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