Wednesday, May 28, 2008 12:29 AM /
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remove and change 2 question below.after you have finish, tag 10 of your friends.and let them do this QUIZ!.
1. Who was your last text from?
- baby (:
2. Where was your default picture taken at?
- my room (:
3. Your current relationship status?
- attachedddd (:
4. Does your crush(s)like youback?
- yea..i guess.
5. What is your current mood?
- happy!!!
6. What was the last thing you drank?
- pepsi (:
7. If you could go back in time and change something, would you?
- yea.totally.
8. Have a crazy side?
- duh!! and its CRAAAAAZY (:
9. Ever had a near death experience?
- yah..twice..
10. Something you do alot?
- com, sms, eat, sleep, laugh.
11. Angry at anyone?
- nahh.im nice (:
12. Do you wanna see somebody right now?
- yes.no.yes.no.i don know.
13. Name someone with the same birthday as you?
- ANGEL NG!!!! (:
14. When was the last time you cried?
- friday.ptm.
15. Who would you do anything for?
- my dear baby and my twinnie and my family (:
16. Who is your idol?
- DAVID COOOOOOOOOK (: and my mom.
17. What's the first thing you notice about the opposite gender?
- he HAS to be funny.and he HAS to care abt me.
18. What do you usually order from starbucks?
- hot choco
19. What's your biggest secret?
- my biggest secret wont be a secret if i told you rite?
20. Do you still watch kiddyshow ?
- duh.BARNEYYYYYY (:
21. What are you eating or drinking at the moment?
- nth.im hungry T.T
22. Do you speak any other language?
- tamil, chinese a little, i understand malay.
23. Have you ever walked in the rain? do you love the rain?
- yes.yes.
24. Whose text/call you want to recieve now?
- lalalaaaaaaaaa.him.
25. What are you thinking about right now?
- food.and him.
Sunday, May 25, 2008 12:58 AM /
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hallloooo (:
lalalas..im in the mood of change~~
so i will be change my URL to : bulletsmashing-love.bs.com
find me there!!! (: anddd since i have a new url, im changing my skinn tooo (:
maybe new song too (: im so tired but im changing i dont care.
looks like its time i did it (:
kassandra (:
Thursday, May 22, 2008 7:57 AM /
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hmms~ today pon school (:
fuck uh tomorrow ptm.fuck~
my conduct poor leh!! i nva kena poor b4 okay.i veh guai ty.
today wake up at abt 1++++
most of the ppl in my class went to www after sch.
i dowan go (: i wan slp (:
but after that i went to meet them.at abt 7 plusss.
fucking late.actually wanted to watch movie.but too late~
so we go whitesands. we walk there.
then i jump jump then i kena scratch my leg.fuck uh.
then reach whitesands went to eat at sakae sushi.
five people pay 83dollars.HAHAHA.true pig (:
i and twinnie eat the most okay!!!
then i no need use the chopsticks.cos xinhui keep feeding me.lol~
OH YAAAAAAAAA! i did 150 fm~~ yay..
okok don jump.then sinhui mummy sms her.then she veh sad.
then she cry.then ting dad call her.then put down le ting emo.
haiyoyo.then i and xinhui over there laughing like fuck okay!
thennn we send ting home.then xinhui sinhui chel and me go back.
then we take neoprintsssss.so fun~ pose here and there.
then when the thing came out one was so fair.we look so fair.
then the other was so bright.as in the contrast got prob.
then my face like on fire okay! the rest all like ghost liddat.hahaha.
then i wan ton okay! but parents don allow.. only rachel tonning.
the rest go home loh~ then i walk back home damn scary okay! T.T
haiz.so now here blogging.oh ya.
MY DEAR DAVID COOK HAS WON!!!
laalaas~! he's my music pill~ (:
tag more ppl!! my tag board is so damn fucking dead okay. -.-
okays nid slp le.drooling on my keyboard ady.byes~
Tuesday, May 13, 2008 5:12 AM /
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im back.at last.you missed me.i know (:
aiyo got back papers.i did sooo damn badly!!
i failed math science
AND lit.
omg omg OMG. i was soo devastated.
2 more marks pass lit.6 more marks pass sci.7 more marks pass math.
but cher said for lit that this is not final so will add other test's marks.
but i did badly for those too!! oh damn.
hopefully maths and science can plus plus abit from test.
cos i did well for those tests.stupid lahhhhh
>:(haiz toking abt it very pek chek alrdy lah.tsk.
oh ya!! i got my shirts today: elmo t-shirt (elmo's song plays) and superman t-shirt (song plays).
so i wore them to whitesands.went there with mum..bought back kfc (:
i told mum that i will not get my results and will only see them in the report book.
cos i didnt dare tell her.and im not the only one who did badly.
twinnie did better then me while he did badly.very badly.
and it looks as if he's gonna get grounded.big time.
well at least he passed his geog and sci and art and home ec.im happy for that at least (:
don worry lah.no matter wat, you can still reach me at msn.anything just say okay.don emo (:
my bill will be coming this week!!! IM SO
BLOODY FUCKING HAPPY.
FINALLY I CAN START SMSING AGAIN!!! but must control,
CONTROLLLL!!!
will be looking for jobbb during holidays.I NEED THE DAMN MONEY! (:
only then can my 2gb memory card be mineeeee :D
i've been thinking abt changing my url.to something like my pm lahhs.but see first.
you know wat?!?!? I DID 130bpm cfm ;DDDDD so bloody freaking happy can? CAN!~
hmms..wat else?? oh yea i cnt pass the lvl 20 license.damn lah.keep getting 200k plus niaa.
need 390 sia.and 21 perf.only absolute pro can do okays.tsk.
i and twinnie over fuck ah!! damn lah!! lol.
okays mum nagging.gtg le.byes (: will post soon.
Friday, May 9, 2008 11:33 PM /
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HALLLOOOOOO (:
i have been tagged by ting ting and xinhui to do the test (:
randomly remove one question from above, and add in your own question, make it a total of 20 questions, tag 8 ppl in the list, list them out at the end of this post, notify them in their chatbox that he/she had been tagged and whoever does the tag will have blessings from all ppl.
1. what will i be focused on most of the time ?
` ermm..studies??
2. whatdo you want the most now ?
` this minute? go out and but prezzie for mum!!
3. who is the person you trust most ?
` i cant trust myself anymore.so its him (:
4. do you think you have enough confidence ?
` no.duh.
5. if there was one thing you could ask your ex,what is it ?
` why you let me love in vain ?
6. do you believe seeing a rainbow after the rain ?
` yeah.totally.
7. what is your goal for this year ?
` do well in exams.last long.prove mum and dad wrong.bloody wrong.
8. 10 things about yourself .
` shawty (:
` in love with him.
` in love with twinnie.
` in love with david cook.
` in love with red cross (:
` blur ;D
` short-term memory. (bad condition)
` short-tempered.very.
` must on com everyday (:
` i cant leave my house without my eyeliner, hp, ring and money (:
9. what feeling do you like most ?
` love and being loved.
10. what are the requirements that you wish from your other half ?
` must make me laugh.be there for me always.
11. what feeling do you hate the most ?
` the feeling which reminds me that i cant have him.
12. do you cherish every single friendship of yours ?
` yeah.these are the people i need and love (:
13. do you believe in god ?
` yupps.
14. what do you think is the most important of your life ?
` life.love.me.eyeliner.handphone ;D
15. who do you hope to be always there for you ?
` my twinnie.darling.him.and weirdly, my mom (:
16. who is your best friend ?
` xinhui, chel, susu, tingting, alicia, sinhui, wendy and many more (:
17. who cares for you the most ?
` parents?? him??
18. do you want that special someone of yours to be by your side now?
` yeah.no need by my side.on the phone can ady.
19. who makes you smile when you are down ?
` twinnie :D
20. if god allowed you to have one and only wish, and its definitely going to be fulfilled, what will it be ?
` for all my other wishes i make throughout my life to be fulfilled.
the eight people are:
xinhui, luke, alicia, suguna, shavidya.
i dont wanna put the rest (:
Wednesday, May 7, 2008 11:55 PM /
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Little sparrow, little sparrow
Precious fragile little thing
Little sparrow, little sparrow
Flies so high and feels no pain
All ye maidens hede my warning
Never trust the hearts of men
They will crush you like a sparrow
Leaving you to never mend
They will vow to always love you
Swear no love but yours will do
Then they'll leave you for another
Break your little heart in two
Little sparrow, little sparrow
Precious fragile little thing
Little sparrow, little sparrow
Flies so high and feels no pain
If I were a little sparrow
O'er these mountains
I would fly I would find him,
I would find him
Look into his lying eyes
I would flutter all around him
On my little sparrow wings
I would ask him, I would ask him
Why he let me love in vain
I am not a little sparrow
I am just the broken dream
Of a cold false-hearted lover
And his evil cunning scheme
Little sparrow, little sparrow
Precious fragile little thing
Little sparrow, little sparrow
Flies so high and feels no pain
All ye maidens fair and tender
Never trust the hearts of men
They will crush you like a sparrow
Leaving you to never mend
Little sparrow, little sparrow
Oh the sorrow never ends
HALLOOOOOO!!!!!
hahas.im starting like that evrywhere.hahas.
wa siao my com lag like fuck siol -.-
i type type type then i see my com nth de.
then SUDDENLY auto type.like ghost liddat -.-
damn freaky lah.
today was geog paper.damn hard cannnnnnn.
coz i like never study properly (:
talk talk talkkk on the phone niaaaa.then nth go in my brain.lol.
i don't even know if i can pass.tsk die lah.mom was like
"if you don pass you can say byebye to your hp,tv,com,BLAH BLAH."
and only geog.tsk.waaa then today she damn wat lah.
just bcoz all of her sisters' and frens' children take science I MUST DO WELL IN SCIENCE.
does that make any freaking sense to you??? it doesn't to me -.-
so wat if they take science? so wat if they score A1?
they cant even pass other subjects properly then you still wan talk so big.
compared to them i am wayyyy better. (have to bhb.don blame me.)
aiya forget it lahhh.no use arguing about something that will nva change.
finally,last paper.yes yes YESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS xDDDDDD
today went for sci remedial.oso no use.nva listen to him.
i and xinhui over there draw and draw.nono WRITE.hahahahas.
we write like so much of horny crap lahhh.then we there laughing like fuckkk.
then alot of people stare at us.lolllll.haiz i wan go study le.
byesssss :D
ps: call me (: but only after my mom leave.at 6.30.so call me at 6.45 (:
Sunday, May 4, 2008 12:20 AM /
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hallo im back (: hahas.ytd was me and twinnie 1year2mnth anni.happy anni!! here's the prezzie :D
eeee so blur the pic -.- nvm lahh can see at the side there (:
hahas.so yea.oh ya.karthik ytd admitted hospital.today discharge.GET WELL SOOOON! (:
aiyo..so many ppl going hos.rita.now him.aiyoooooo.i almost nia *grins*
wa piang.so warmmmm.melting le.dammit.ytd eat sakae sushi...i kept on taking all the plates lahhhh.i was like oooo!! looks nice!!! take!!! then in the end we paid like $70 plus.HAHAHAHAH.
sorryyyyy :D then i wore this body-clutching top.purple colour.my fav top.then i wear skinnies and i wore my heelsss.then after we ate dinner my stomach was like so huge.so i was like literally holding my stomach and going home lahh.damn malu can T.T
today i woke up like at 1 plus.ytd took med then sleep.so wake up late.and drowsy.exam faster finishhhhhhhh.i wan go ndp.lol.some ppl dowan exam finish.*ahermmm*
i wan go see my primary school friends!!!!!!!!!!!! mummy confirm don allow lahh.
haiz.forget it.i gtg.mum nagginggggg. byes (:
Thursday, May 1, 2008 4:45 AM /
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i don't know who i am anymore.what i am, where i am..i used to know, or at least pretended to.i used to be the bubbly girlwho would walk around smiling.i used to go with the flow,feel the music go through my veins andlet the love overtake me.but now..i've changed.in many ways than one.my mind, body, soul and heart was once mine.now it's gone in the wind i once used to play in.i wanna be me again.i wanna go back to the yesteryearsand find myself laughing whole heartily,and not like an actress on a stage.i wanna find myself believing in love once more,and not looking at it like a game played by kids.i wanna find myself having faith in dreams,my dreams,not my parents', not my friends', but mine.even now.my dad..how i wish he wasnt alive.its my life! my exam! im the one taking it!NOT YOU! ME, YOU DUMB FUCKTARD!ME! AND IF FOR ONCE YOU COULDJUST SEE HOW MUCH YOU DONT MATTER IN MY LIFEI WOULD JUST APPRECIATE THAT.HOPEFULLY,THEN, YOU WOULD HAVE ENOUGH SENSETO LEAVE.LEAVE.LEAVE THE HOUSE.LEAVE MY LIFE.the only evidence i have that i am me,kassandra.