Tuesday, March 18, 2008 12:46 AM /
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damn bored can~
not going to school sucks.
hahas.shudnt have woken up so late.
wake up at 12 plus sum more.
LOL.pig.nono squid (:
but not my fault if i had a hangover rite..
can sleep now u noe.so damn tired.
but i never do anything.LOL.
true pig.haiz.
just did sum changes to my blog.
wondering if the dates are rite..
cried myself to sleep last night.
for the same bloody reason.
i think im just wasting my tears.
the reason doesnt deserve them lah.
but they just fall and fall.and they dont stop.
fucking sickening.
wanted to paste some lyrics again but too sian..
so i'll just go and emo some more.
byes.
P.S: is it the breaking season? soc mi gnillaf ni evol htiw uoy (:
Friday, March 14, 2008 4:37 AM /
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this is my story.I don't think that passenger seat
Has ever looked this good to me
He tells me about his night
And I count the colors in his eyes
He'll never fall in love
He swears, as he runs his fingers through his hair
I'm laughing 'cause I hope he's wrong
And I don't think it ever crossed his mind
He tells a joke, I fake a smile
But I know all his favorite songs
And I could tell you
His favorite color's green
He loves to argue
Born on the seventeenth
His sister's beautiful
He has his father's eyes
And if you ask me if I love him
I'd lie
He looks around the room
Innocently overlooks the truth
Shouldn't a light go on
Doesn't he know that I've had him memorized for so long
And he sees everything black and white
Never let nobody see him cry
I don't let nobody see me wishin' he was mine
I could tell you
His favorite color's green
He loves to argue
Born on the seventeenth
His sister's beautiful
He has his father's eyes
And if you ask me if I love him
I'd lie
He stands there, then walks away
My God, if I could only say
I'm holding every breath for you
He'd never tell you
But he can play guitar
I think he can see through everything but my heart
First thought when I wake up is
My God, he's beautiful
So I put on my make-up
And pray for a miracle
Yes, I could tell you
His favorite color's green
And he loves to argue
Oh, and it kills me
His sister's beautiful
He has his father's eyes
And if you ask me if I love him...
if you ask me if I love him...
I'd lie
Taylor Swift- I'd Lie.
Monday, March 10, 2008 2:01 AM /
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hiies all!!
im back (:
as in im back in human form.
not emo-ing anymore (:
hahas atleast not for now.
and just because i was emo-ing for the past few days,
as you can see in my tagbox (<<<<),
karthik called me emo crap.
den i was lyk (on msn)
"if im emo crap u are emo prawn!"
and he called me emo squid.
den i kept calling him prawn and
he kept saying he wanted to be crap.
so finally being sick of the crap we've been toking abt,
i made a deal that was really good u noe (:
i said that if he let me call him emo prawn
he could call me emo squid.and he said ok xD
then i put the name rite to test.so i said,
me: "hi emo prawn"
him: "hi emo squid"
me: "u noe wat.both names sounds damn stupid!!"
him: "no! squid sounds more stupid!"
so i was lyk ok fine! i'll ask my mum!!
this was the conversation btw me and her:
me: "mum!! which sounds more stupid? squid or prawn?"
mum: "squid.duh."
me: "NOO! MUM! IM SQUID!! HE (pointing at the moniter) IS PRAWN!"
mum: "oh.u are squid? even more stupid."
i was bloody gobsmacked!! and the worst part was
i TOLD kathik about that conversation!
stupid hoh.but c'mon, im not called squid 4 nth (:
lols.hmms~
2moro rc peeps meeting up to do proposal. (no rings, relax)
stupid proposal.FUCKING sian can?!
but i don wan to actually HOLD it lahhh.
do proposal can ady.alot of work u noe..
haiz..ohk ya!! sec3s step up le xDDD
hmms~ all i can rmb is that
veron is chairperson and yvonne vice.
OHK YAAAA!!!! TODAY HAD AH THAM LESSON!!!!
bloody fucking funny lah!! sean was extra-ing, as usual.
den dono say wat shit lah, against sin hui.
den sin hui was lyk kp cb knn lahhh!!!
den sean dono say wat lah.den i and xh down der
listening to mp3 don care dem loh.
we guai guai do work wor!! (:
den suddenly hoh stupid ah tham say,
"fong xin hui.take out that earpiece.y got hearing problem izzit?"
den xh take out.i still listening.den sean extra say,
"wa!! xin hui got hearing problem ahk?! HAHAHA!"
den xh said, " ya i got hearing problem! ur problem?!"
LOL DAMN FUNNY LAH!!! den i help out here and der.
den evryone now fighting le. den ah tham extra say,
"evryone quiet! shh!" den girls shhh.sean EXTRA say "chee bai lah!!!"
den ah tham say "sean!! stand up! ask u shh don wan shh.stand!!"
den he stand.den i tink aaron lata oso toking.den tio stand.
den lyk 1/2hr lata, ah tham ask them sit.
den dey continue standing.den i see dem den i say (super loudly),
"ehk u noe ahk, cher ask the two boys sit down hoh but they still standing leh!
now who's got the hearing problem ahk?!" we all started laughing!!
den alicia sh and xh all high-5 me.den ah tham ask ting ting and sean go up do sum.
den both correct.den ah tham say "sean,ur handwriting lyk girl liddat."
den xin hui shout across the room " ya wat.he gay mah!!"
DEN SEAN SAID, "YA THX."
he said thx coz he was gay!!! my god!!! FUCKING STUPID CAN!~~~
den i and xh down der laughing lyk fuck liddat!!!
den lata i said to the girls," ok we say pai car at the count of three ok!"
"PAI CAR!!!" sean say huh? HUH?? wat they say?? HUH?
den i was lyk, " OHK PS.U GOT HEARING PROBLEM RITE! WE FORGOT!!"
LOLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLl.i laugh until i wan die.
poor sean.dono wat gender he is.unzip and see lahh.stupid.
okays now mummy hovering behind me.i tink she see all the bad words.LOL.
okok bye bye. (:
loves~
Saturday, March 8, 2008 6:56 AM /
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as i was sitting in the cornerof the bus going home,i thought of us andif we could make it.after a long thought, i realisedit was just another dream.i did what i knew best.i prayed.i prayed to god to give a signthat we could make it.as i opened my eyes,i noticed on the roadwere two very seperate lines.after a few metres,they became closer and closer.and finally they merged as one.god answered my prayer.now at least i know thatmu love isn't that hopeless.but knowing you,even god can't changeyour will power.
Friday, March 7, 2008 6:49 AM /
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what is this i see?
what is this feeling i feel?
what is this new emptiness?
what is this new attention?
what is this extra concern?
why do i cry when you do?
why do i laugh when you do?
some tell me that this is love.
is it? because i don't think so.
i'm thinking its just the infactuation.
i'm feeling it for quite awhile now.
how long i don't know.
is someone also helping us?
this special someone might just be able to see
that little thing going in between us.
but is something even going on?!
i don't know.everytime i think about it
i feel like crying because you see me
but yet you don't.it looks as if
i cant live without you.
i have never felt like this before.
i'm scared.i really am.
because i feel so guilty.
and all i need right now is a hug
and those three words.
the three words that
i know will never touch
those lips of yours.
Thursday, March 6, 2008 7:35 PM /
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im BAAAAAAAAACCCCCCCCCCCCCCCKKKKKKKKKK!!!!
miss me?? SAY YES OR DIE (:
lols i sot ady.CAMP ROCKS MY SOCKS MANNNN!!!
i wan go back.i dowan tok abt camp can?
damn fucking long lahh..
and the worst part is i MISS MY GROUP!!!
GROUP 10 ROCKS!!!!! xDD
CAMPFIRE!!! I WAN ENCORE!!! (encore! encore! encore!)
ytd i cum back no voice.den i tok my troat so damn pain lah.
den i cum back i tok to my marmiie until i can taste blood on my throat.
i faster take medicine.tis morning ok le.so can tok again (:
den so suay must clean toilet.BOYS TOILET SUM MORE.
because got ONE GROUP supposed to clean.
den they DOWAN.DEN WE SUAY SUAY CLEAN.
damn fucking disgusting can!~ T.T
den girls nva do anetin.hahas.all boy do.
den quite clean leh. super boys!! LOLS.
before camp my ring nice nice super shiny.
now lyk so old.inside not dat bad lah.
i wan get it engraved!!! nono not i, WE.haha.
im STILL sick u noe.den during camp was abit worse.
i had a terrible headache on the third day.
so bunked in dorm the whole day
with cherie, alicia and shirley (all correct spelling hoh?)
den i and cherie slp below mah.den outside our dorm
was grp 1&2.sitting directly outside chrie e bed was
karthik and one T9 guy.den we disiao them.
kanchiong oso.lols.
den dey repeat repeat all their cheer so wat lah!!
den cnt slp.den they repeat one of their cheer
den i shout diam lah!! cherie was lyk shaddup lah! so noisy!
lols! den later, long after dat, ANOTHER grp came -.-
nabil grp.den deir cheer so funny.is the banana cheer.
den they change it to rambutan.so its not yellow and long.
it was round and hairy!! HAHAHAHA.
if u didnt hear the rest of it and only until the round n hairy part
it would sound SUPER PERVERTIC.lols...
den i and cherie go bathe while the rest go milo pool.
den after we bathe i going in den nabil grp say:
"meet me tonite by the moonlight.meet me tonite all alone."
den nabil say to me,"ehk kassandra meet me ahk! to nite at my a-hut der."
den i say " u tink wat i nth beta do ahk." den cherie laugh laugh.
see her laugh i oso laugh.hahas.
ya lah i tink dats abt it.today got rc.wtf lah.
so fucking tired.haiz.go der do footdrill.haiyo.
but if we don withdraw tis year frm talentime den
today doing talentime i tink..see first lahh.
oh ya!! i cracked my ankle total 7 times during camp.
hahas.record manns.lols.
kkaes my post damn long ady.
gotta stop.byes!