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Kassandra is 15 this year.
She said something about 14 nov being special.
She loves donuts, chocolate, cream and you.
Terribly addicted to music too.
Single and loving it
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okies so im back...haiya..i so sian sia...ohk ya!! u noe wat! i downlaoded audi! finally! lvl 2 wor...hehe..beat sin hui ok liao...i dono if i shud go download o2-jam folo wendy...hehe..wa seh i so long nva blog sial..haha..dono wat 2 blog..actually got alot of tins 2 blog but but but but i don bother blog haha....aiya i wan go back 2 audi....bb... here is my second posting, a quiz...:

O1. I HATE: bastards
O2. I MISS: my primary school frens
O3. I HEAR: rihanna hypnotized n my frens screaming abt audi =.=
O4. I LIKE: lotsa things..wat u wanna noe??
O5. I DANCE: street jazz 4 aesthetics
O6. I SING: rite now...
O7. I SHOULD: tok 2 my bf more often..
08. IM EITED: ehk???

what do you think of, when you see this name:
O1. DOUG: doughnuts
O2. JOHN: my dad
O3. KEN: live e dream..n him critizing victor tang

in the last few days, have you:
O1. CRIED?: well duh!! ytd...
O2. HELPED SOMEONE?: i dono i guess i did.. (dat juz means i did..im complimenting myself)
O3. GOTTEN ILL?: yes!! i am rite now..
O4. GONE TO THE CINEMA?: ya!! wif my mom -.-
O5. GONE OUT FOR DINNER?: ytd..eatin home 2day
O6. SAID "I LOVE YOU"?: yupz..2 ting ting...
O7. WRITTEN A REAL LETTER?: 2 hu?! my long lost sister?! well, ya! lyk as if!! (no, i didnt)
O8. WRITTEN IN A JOURNAL?: i'd rather blog :)
O9. HUGGED SOMEONE?: alicia..i tink

would you ever:
O1. EAT AN INSECT?: no bloody way! u wan me 2 die of food poisoning?????
O2. BUNGEE JUMP?: maybe..if i jump wif sumone i noe n love den we can die 2gether
O3. HANG GLIDE?: u wan me 2 die?? U WAN ME 2 DIE?!?! i don mind actually.
O4. KILL SOMEONE?: if i kill sumone i WILL get killed by my guilt..
O7. WALK ON HOT COALS?: hell no!! man u tryin 2 kill me or sumtin?????????????
O8. GO OUT TO EAT WITH A COMPLETE STRANGER?: ok...tis is lyk being asked if i wanted 2 fuck...well nopez 4 me...
1O. BE A VEGETARIAN?: i eat meat evryday..me n becoming a veg is so distant dat its not on earth
12. PURPOSELY HURT SOMEONE?: yes: bastard no.1 n 2.. no: aneone else
14. RUN A RED LIGHT?: i do dat lyk evry bloody time...
15. DYE YOUR HAIR BLUE?: if i dye my hair blue den wat u dye ur hair green?!?!
17. MAKE SOMEONE CRY?: if im feelin evil..which i m rite now..
19. STAY UP ALL THROUGH THE NIGHt?: duh!!!!

last person who:
O1. SLEPT ON THE SAME BED WITH YOU?: how e fuck m i supposed 2 remember???
O2. SAW YOU CRY?: my dear little handphone..HAHA!!
O3. YOU SAW CRY?: sin hui...how unlucky..
O5. WENT TO DINNER/LUNCH/BREAKFAST WITH?: xin hui....i tink...
O6. THAT CALLED YOU ON THE PHONE: xin hui n ting ting..i do conferences evrytime..im kinda e reason y my home phone bill is so fuckin high...
O7. THAT YOU CALLED ON THE PHONE?: shaqilla
O8. TEXT YOU?: luke :)
O9. MADE YOU LAUGH?: luke :)
1O . YOU HUGGED?: no one but im wishin i did 2 sumone...

do you prefer:
O1. FLOWERS OR CANDY?: candy...well duh!!! girls love sugar!!!
O2. GREY OR BLACK?: black!!
O3. COLOR OR BLACK&WHITE?: e century wer ppl see black n white tv shows r sooo over!! i juz happen 2 b part of e new century..so its obvious i wan colour...
O5. SUNRISE OR SUNSET?: sunset. it's romantic..i wudnt wan e sunrise coz i wud b too lazy 2 get up dat early...
O6. STAYING UP LATE OR WAKING UP EARLY?: i can't even get up at 1pm..wat do u tink?! im tired im hungry n i sprained my ankle..HOW PERFECT!!! i juz got up frm a 2 hr slp..e stupid couch bloody sucks lah!! fuck..almost broke my neck..im fuckin starvin n der's nth 2 eat..well, der is but it isn't exactly wat u wud call 'edible'...n top e fucks off i bloody sprained my bloody ankle..BLOODY HELL...i walk slower den an ah ma, more pathetic den i guy wif a crutches, n its more painful den wen shot in e brains..oh man tis sucks alot..aneone out der 2 comfort me??????????haiz..ok lah 4get it..lets see my marks if i can remember in e first place lah...:
eng: A2
maths: B4
science: B3 i tink
tamil: C6 (yes!!! i passed!!! n e first one 2 die of shock: mr anbu..HAHA!!!)
geog: B4 (lucky seh)
hist: a beautiful little E8 (yes yes i AM praising myself coz of a E8..well i hv 2!! i ""AM"" motivated)
art: B3 (oh man..dats bad)
dnt: B3 i tink
home econs: A2 (dats a shocker..considering dat i didnt burn e sch down or e cher 2 death)
literature: ummm i tink its B3, i tink i tink oni..

kkaes so dats my marks..lotz of i tink i tink rite..lol..k lah remember 2 tagg b4 u leave..thx!! bb...

I'm not the type to get my heart broken

I'm not the type to get upset and cry

Cause I never leave my heart open

Never hurts me to say goodbye

Relationships don't get deep to me

Never got the whole in love thing

And someone can say they love me truely

But at the time it didn't mean a thing

This time was different

Felt like, I was just a victim

And it cut me like a knife

When you walked out of my life

Now i'm, in this condition

And i've, got all the symptoms

Of a girl with a broken heart

But no matter what you'll never see me cry

Did it happen when we first kissed

Cause it's hurting me to let it go

Maybe cause we spent so much time

And I know that it's no more

I shoulda never let you hold me baby

Maybe why i'm sad to see us apart

I didn't give to you on purpose

Gotta figure out how you stole my heart

This time was different

Felt like, I was just a victim

And it cut me like a knife

When you walked out of my life

Now i'm, in this condition

And i've, got all the symptoms

Of a girl with a broken heart

But no matter what you'll never see me cry

How did I get here with you, i'll never knowI never meant to let it get so, personal

After all I tried to do, stay away from loving youI'm broken hearted, I can't let you know

And I won't let it show

You won't see me cry...

so im angry at ALOT of tins n don wan 2 start abt it if not i will have a higher blood pressure den my dad..haiz..so im sick...bloody hell...wtf...wif flu sum more..juz makes me wanna cut my nose off..it wud make a big difference..haha....i don even noe wat 2 blog abt which is y i nva did 4 e past few.....days i tink...lol....my marks r pretty much ok..i mean it definitely follows e sayin (by us kids of cos) : "pass can oredy lahhh..die die muz pass but wat u get don bother de.."...lol...n u noe wat i pass my tamil n failed my hist...shocking!! tamil C6 hist E8.. HAHAS..haiya wtf lah eng got A2 i expected a A1 loh..lyk last time..WTF...droppin lyk hell..kkaes i wan go...go...go...do sumtin else lah...hahas..lol...k loh..bb.. hi ppl...ok so sum may have read my previous post n thot is was emo..well it did turn out 'a little' emo-ier den i expected so, sori if i worried u..lol...anewae i did write alot of those emo shit thingys so um here is one of dem...n pls read e title b4 u do..although tis doesnt have one..

wen i tink of e times we spent i knew both of us had enjoyed evry single moment of dat special bond..n i will always treasure it wif all my hart...but wat i wanted u 2 realise was dat i was gonna be der 4 u no matter wat..but it juz didnt occur 2 u dat i was lovin u...n tis hidden secret love was behind my character for a torturin 4 years n 8 mths...but one day wen it did occur 2 u...it was 2 late..i was gone..gone 2 another place 2 another's hart...n i will nva noe if i will evr go back 2 u..u had left 2 much of an impact n more importantly a deep deep scar..one dat will nva be healed by a drug or ur magical kiss...e fact dat u left me wif out sayin one tin has made it hard 4 me 2 evr trust u again..y did u have 2 hurt me so much wen i nva hurt u in all tis time..ur my true love, yes, but my real love is wif me now..n it isnt u...tears stream down my cheeks...tears of hurt love n hate...but u will nva see me cry or laugh...i won let u...don tink i will run in2 ur arms wen i see u coz i wont..if i do ur arms will be another set of knives dat will pierce thru my hart...pls juz leave me n don hurt me.....leave. haiz so im back...n rottin at home...shit 2moro muz go perform..fuck laaaaahhhhhh...knn.i noe 2 many ppl n all those ppl oso wan see me dance..fuck..dey told me dey wanted 2..haiya..don torture me den see me lah...pls...i wan fake a broken ankle den come out but cannot..its 2 fake..lol..*sigh*...i bored..very bored...............kao lah i pass oni lyk 3 subs n failed e rest..i lame..i wan cry..k gtg bb hi ya'll..im back...n apperantly i juz found out my baby hair on my head is stickin out...don ask me y; it juz is...rite now i (as usual) m multi-taskin...readin book listenin music bloggin n helpin my sis suan her spammer..pathetic lah dat lame shit ass spammer..ppl tink its angeline but i juz don tink so..i mean while 99% says she is der juz dat 1% dat says she isnt n i do noe wat 2 beleive..anewae 4 now i will juz scold a person called "jame" who isnt aneone in particular..i tink...hu cares..aiyo!! now holiday so boring..i yawnin evry 3 mins...lame lahhxx...but i don wan slp..tsk..i wan...EAT!!! yes i wan eat!! haha..eat wat i dono i juz wan stuff myself..my mom say if i carry confirm i fat..aiya!! my papa wan use com...i use den oni he oso mus use rite?! haiz...k lah bb ya'll.. so hi peeps..juz now i wen 2 swensens n ate...man am i full...i eat my pasta n take 2 pieces of pizza...dats y luke say i true pani (pig in tamil)..lol..anewaez i didnt tell my parents abt my maths..2 scared i guess...haiz..lol u noe sumtin..i n luke n karthik n hattan all got 23..LOL!!!! haha...cant beleive sia...waa seh 2day we have eng n lit n maths n hist..cher cher nva come 4 eng lit n hist...pro!! class had free period..lyk hell we play..hahax...den i lyk permanantly sit outside 2 watch 4 cher but no cher come so sum of us rape sin hui (OMFG AS I WAS TYPIN 'SIN HUI' SHE SIGNED IN!!!!!..SPEAK OF E DEVIL..OR SHUD I SAY 'SPEAK OF E BITCH')..k lah i blog till sian..i wan go liao..bb... wa seh...2day ahk...suay sian sucks...lol...got marks 4 tamil bio n chem..i pass all but all border border kind..so 1 or 2 marks i fail..but wat matters is dat i pass (bullshit)..i need 2 pass eng n 3 other subs 2 go express nxt yr..so i pass tamil n sci..now i need my eng n lit 2 pass..shud be able 2 lah...den still got hist n geog n maths...hist confirm fail maths confirm fail geog i don wan 2 noe n don wan 2 tink...haiz..i very sad liao luhhs..wa piang all so low..i relli scared u noe?!?!? don noe lah..lol..haiz mr raj oso extra scold scold scold oni..bloody hell..den i cry den joey n josef see...shit!!..hahas..den i tink josef go tell luke...lol...den he ask me..den i say ya...den blah blah (hehe not tellin)...den here now bloggin...sian lyk shit luhhs...gtg sia bb.. ok so umm ya..my title says it all...hehe..man i cannot stand tis ane more..im 2 bored..sumone ask me out pls..but obviously weder my mom will allow or not..haha..haiz sian sian..kkaes so its a new record: 1hr 12 mins...muahahahaha!! lol...so i got another batch of hmwk 2 do..tamil again...no sch so bloody fuckin borin , so i decided 2 stuff myself wif ice cream...hehe,,yes yes ppl its e CHOCOLATE CHIP WIF EXTRA FUDGE COOKIES N EXTRA CHOCOLATEY ice cream...MUAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!!!!! lols......no exam but got results...waliao..ohk ya pass e msg around 2 brin ur class tee 4 2moro...aiya don wan class photo lahh...so..so...paiseh lah...ok lah i tink i blog enuf liao...bb k so i m back frm well juz now...haha..anewaez..WAA I WASH MY SHOE UNTIL NECK CRAMP SHOULDER CRAMP N ALL OVER CRAMP AHK!!! y?? y izzit u ask?? well..coz i was tokin 2 SUMONE on e phone..den i washin n tokin (n askin myself y i so suay) until mom call..she call home twice den i say call my hp de...haiz..sian sian..i don wan study after exam!! waliao...other ppl play audi go out take neoprint blah blah but me...study...sad case de lah..sum more tamil!! even more chialat...haiz k muz go study de lah...bb..n if i die frm studyin u wud noe coz i wudnt b bloggin 2moro... =.=''' yes!!!!!! finally exam over!!! muhahahahah!!!! k k sot liao..haha..2day me n xinhui bloody sot durin recess...laugh at a joke,dats fine but den i will still laugh even wen xin hui stop longLONG time ago leh...den xin hui said "sot liao tis one..", pointin at me...den she not laughin at first but den see me laughin lyk retard she oso start laughing...den rach until e end oso nva laugh lyk sot lyk us...haha...den i ACCIDENTLY go pull out e "hair" of her pink sotong... den she beat me..haha!! den she use e minitoon scotchtape (don tell me u don noe wat it looks lyk..dat only means u don have a social life..) go n stick back e hair...lol !!! den i help her make e hair stick upwards...it looked bloody cute!! haha!!! den lata sin hui came sit with us...oni for 5 secs luckly..haha...den rach bring e hair tin down..den i say "ponytail ahk?!" den we started laughin again..LOL!! den xin hui n i wan go back 2 class den we stand up liaoz den rach haven mah..i beat (lightly) on her back den she say "no nid beat me rite?!" den i say "neeeeed"den beat again..den she say oi! den beat me..beat me until i fall onto e wall sia...lucky got wall if not i fall onto e table liaoz...LOL...exam 2day was ok lah..don wan say anetin...den got one qn ask us wat is tis leaf called?? (e qn gave e leaf wif e green part in e centre wif e white part around e edges..) den i see e qn i blur!! den i say 2 myself "if u don call tis shit a leaf den wat u call tis?!?!?!.den i put "dead leaf".lata i found out dat was called a variegated leaf. wa piang.. gina pro tell us..after e exam of cos...haha...lata i n tings go cp..waaa cp was terrible!! i don wanna tok abt it lah..kkaes anewae i feel sick so im gonna stop here k..bb =) kkaes so today was hist paper...didnt have any confidence in it even after so much support n encouragement from ppl (n scoldings frm my dad)...haiz i don wan 2 let these ppl down u noe..n my papa say if i fail hist (which i m most likely 2), i will not have a com a mp3 n no way m i allowed 2 go 2 compass...so now its lyk compass =scolding..but afetr hist marks: compass =chopping...haiz juz tink..i oredy cnt go compass, wat do u tink will happen 2 me if i ask 4 dat bag IN compass??? no i mean relli look at it..here's e breakdown: ask 4 bag= scolding, go 2 compass= beating, buy e bag= beating, come back home late= beating n scolding...dat means altogether =2(scolding)+3(beating)= 5 times die...haiz..gosh i sure m one suay kid huh...y juz y didnt my bro live?? oh shit..i juz leaked out my secret..oh ok fine i'll juz tell u..wen i was 3 i was supposed 2 have a younger bro but my mom had a miscarriage so e baby(my bro 2 be exact), didnt live..so yup..dats kinda bout it..his name was supposed 2 be darren..yes i noe i noe alot of boys r named darren...but my "bro" is definitely not sin hui's ex..if he was i tell u i will pity him for LIFE..man i mean being with her in one class sucks alot juz imagine being her stead?? *tinks 2 self, throws up, tinks again, falls off chair due 2 dizziness*...god dat is BAD...i don exactly care if she's gonna come her or not but u noe wat? tis is my bloody blog n if SHE doesnt lyk wat she sees,well 2 bad!! coz im oni relating wat i feel n noe abt her...n mind u i m not e oni one sayin bad tins abt her...u can say dat e rest of e class will probably join me...oh man i feel bad..i mean i guess im havin a bad day so here i m lettin off my steam,but hey not my fault,indirectly dat is...anewaes...i tink i 've said enuf, or too much mayb, so im gng..juz remember 2 tagg me kkaes....=P tsk..my papa come back home first tin do is scold me... "y r u in e com?! exam period oso wan 2 be in e com..u oni have 2 days 2 exam still wan 2 play..." COME ON LAHHH IM ONI GNG 2 PLAY FOR ONE FUCKED UP BLOODY HOUR!! DAT ONE OSO GOT PROB AHK!!!LATA IM GONNA STUDY for 5 TO 6 HOURS DAT ONE OSO SAY "y u studyin so short hours?? no..i wan u study longer.." after bloody 8 hours of my butt being glued onto e shit ass chair, i wake up frm my seat n walk out...den my dad ask "study oredy or not??" wa piang!!! study 4 bloody fucked up 8 hours still can ask me weder i study..U R BLOODY RITE I STUDIED...hell shit ass lahhh...sian lahh...i wan 2 go liao...bb.... kkaes, so i've changed my skin yet one more time...not my fault if der is sooo many nice skins out der...2day tamil...one word 2 describe e whole day:crappy.yup dats one heck of word.. lol..man dat guy juz CANNOT shut up,can he?!? oh no,he cant! y?? cozzz he keeps callin some ass hu doesnt seem 2 be answerin him...DURIN E EXAM MIND YOU...hell it was sittin at e back...haiz..kkaes..gotta go study..bb.. okies so 2day was geog n eng paper 2...geog was sad...real sad...i see e waterfall shit n plunge pool crap i blur sia! den no choice juz writ ewat i can remember..haiz..i dono if i can pass leh...but me ting syaza n shaq all promise each other dat if we fail we fail 2gether..power of sistership!! lol...anewaes...waaaa 2day break record sia...tok 2 him for 43mins leh!! waa piang...most was oni lyk wat 12 mins...ytd 1st mth...*hapi hapi,smile 2 self,realise dat self is lame*..shit 2moro tamil exam..die lahhxx..confirm fail...aiyo anbu confirm nag nag..i hope i not oni one failing...no need wori still got poorathy (right spellin rite??),papuke (nicholas i mean..his hair is shaped lyk a chicken's,so we call him papuke..), n lavindran...haiz lets fail together!! haha lol...kkaes gtg..try cont next time..bb..

Adam ; Pig :D
Alicia ; Sister :D
Alson
Andrea
Audrey
Azizah
Benjamin
Carine
Cherie
Derek
Denise
Eugene
Gayatri
Hanthi
Hong Yi Sir
Jasper
Joey
Joleen
Josef
Kailing
Karthik
Lee Sheen
Lixuan Ma'am
Martin
Mary Ma'am
Para
Rachel Lee
Rachel
RcyNdp
Shauna
Shavidya
Sheila
ShiJie ; Nephew :D
Sinhui ; Freaking Slut :D
Skrcy
TingFang ; Shawty :D
Uka ; My Dearest :D
Xinhui ; Twinnie :D
Yani
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